your punch is such a joke then you left me speechless

[/]I've ordered my 50mm USM Lens for my DSLR.
[ ]It's coming on Wednesday :)
[/]I love my boyfriend so much .
[ ]I can still hear my heart pounds everytime i hear his voice .
[ ]Being with him makes my heart tingles every now and then.

according to ze boyfriend i make him happy

[ ]I need to slim down myself.
[/]Can't wait for Kak Leen's wedding day :)
[/]I miss ze boyfriend.
[ ]I love the Owl City.
[/]I ate too much today.
[/]I heart rendang tok daging.
[/]I took less photo today. Nothing was interesting :|
[/]Skype with Atiq .
[/]Yesterday night - skype with Qristina , my girlfriend. She looks pretty now ;)
[ ]I need a clutch.
[/]My finacial problems are over - for a moment.
[ ]I need new shoes and mama has agree me for buying new shoes :) Thank you mama.
[/]Mama is having pain in her leg.
[ ]Coco Chanel is growing up. Being more cute is Coco Chanel.
[/]I need someone to talk to right now.
[ ]Dad thinking of buying a new car.
[ ]While i'm thinking of buying a macro lense. Papa - i need new lense ? :( *puppy face.
[/]IM with Izzah :) She told me things that Nick never told me :P HAHAH :D

Even i'm sixteen i still act like a little child

[/]I hate people for having a busy life right now.
[/]I miss my boyfriend , Dann .
[/]I want things to be the way it use to be.
[/]I miss my buddies back in Shah Alam - Mira , Najlaa , Nick and Atiq
[ ]I hate myself for being this way .
[/]I hate myself for not watching New Moon , yet.
[ ]I hate myself because i'm trying to record a new cover.
[/]I love myself because i love my parents and the boyfriend.
[ ]I love myself acting like a 3 year old kid.
[/]I heart London - and i wish i was there right now .
[/]Even the doctor , what's the problem.
[ ]I like being sick, and i'm sure that someone will be mad after this.
[/]I like being pampered.
[/]I like to kiss my cat :) HAHA.
[/]I wish I had legal driving license, so that I can drive and every week or 2 weeks in a month i'll be in Shah Alam cracking jokes with my buddies.
[ ]I wish the whole wide world stop criticizing.
[ ]I wish that music could be part of my life , and not a part time job.
[ ]I wish that after SPM i'll be going to London and Birmingham. I miss there .
[ ]I wish that i a lot of money so that i'll be happy and i can shop every fortnight till i drop and having a starbucks coffee in other hand.
[/]I wish that i had the time to spend some more quality with papa. I miss my younger childhood day.

* [ ] - sometimes life is not fair and it also means empty. " I leave it blank first ".
[/] - Current things in life that is happening and thinking that i still have the time to do these.

Don't you go and under estimate me of doing this

Mama is so mad at me about me not following them going to Kuala Lumpur. Now - get over it. Yeah i love you guys and i'm very tired of having fights. I might be the girl that doesn't suite to be girl , but sorry i'm already one. And i don't act like a girl , i have a atittude of a boy sometimes. Well sorry behaving that way. Today i had additional mathematics class , and that was the end of the session of year 2009. So i'll might be teacher for next class of Additional Mathematics on the first week of school :) Today i didn't went to library , people came to my house to see mama. She's a very a busy women right now.

i'm so bummed that my parents went shopping without me

I'm so freaking bummed about what happen . That's right . My parents went shopping but without me. Because at first mama asked to me stay home and no need to follow them to Kuala Lumpur. Then the morning of going to Kuala Lumpur , mama asked me to get dressed as she wanted me to follow but instead of following them - i'll be staying at the lobby of the hotel that they are going for a fashion show function. Who wants to stay at the lobby hotel for hours of doing nothing ?! So i didn't follow . I went to sleep back , then mama call from Kuala Lumpur saying that she's at the hotel just in front of Pavillion !!!! :| I was so bummed that i nearly cried. I mean i need a clutch and a new pair of shoes. Don't you know that i need them , i'm having crisis here plus there's a sale. I was psst off , knowning that they're back from Kuala Lumpur with bags in their hand of going shopping . Mama bought me 2 kebaya and a cake from secret recipe . Like the cake will cure my heart . Thanks a lot , i love you guys loads !

You thought i had superpowers because i can figure out what's wrong with people .

Err , i think i'm not feeling well . My head feels like i've been knocked by a door and it's a bummer ! I'm having headache to randomly. And i think i need a rest. My day started out has a little bit gay inside of me. Woke up and went in the toilet to get my day started. As it turned out it was already 9.30 am and i had to get ready to go to library with Naddie. Around 10.30 am , i got ready and dressed . Around 11.10 am , mama sent me to library to study with Naddie .

You guys might be quite weird , who does studying in their holidays ? HAHA :D yeah i know . But i need to polish my chemistry has i failed the paper quite bad. So i need a lot of studying on Chemistry so with the help of Naddie , i have a tutor on my Chemistry before i start going to tuition. So around 1.30 pm , the library was quite full because form 5 student had finish their modern mathematics paper . And they were there studying agama paper and some of them had their additional mathematic books . We studied , studied and studied . Then this was this bunch of guys behind us. But one thing that keep on bothering me and Naddie and also others in the library was that - They did not how to shut up or keep quiet . They did not know that it was library that they have been heading to and not a kedai mamak . God ! . I was so psst off . I can't even concatrate on my chemistry and i had a slight headache . *bummer!

Oh ! A funny thing happen actually in the library . As the library kept quiet , and the bunch of boys started to make less noise . There was this chinese boy phone rang so loud . People in the library looked at him . O.o ! People stared and even glare . He was so embrassed . hihi . Then the ringtone was " paparazzi " by Lady Gaga . Then Moon ( a form 5 student from my school ) and this guy started to sing as the tune was out . As example -

Lady gaga's voice : baby , you're famous superstar . You know that i'll be ....
Moon and this guy : You're paparazzi .

everybody laughed and smiled . HAHA . Something funny while happen in the library. Went home around 3.30 pm . I'm so tired :(
Goodnight Blogger .

1001 i like about robots that have blue core in them .

i didn't update my blog yesterday - the reason why because i felt so tired that i nearly puke . Ok it was bad . In the morning i went out with my girlfriends until afternoon . Then in the evening i had a wedding ceremony that i had to go , replacing papa's place. I wore a white dress with heels and a black cardigan. I was so bored there - so i used mama's phone to online facebook and update my status (: As you know i went out with girlfriends - we watched a movie . We were so badly wanted to watch 2012 -but oh! boy , 2012 was SOLD or either FULL ! I was so bummed ! bummed ! BUMMED ! BUMMED ! I wanted to cry . Zati and Kimmy was like " it's okay . How about we watch another movie ? " . They were calm . So we watched " Astro Boy " the movie - Oh! I know it's kinda childish. You tell me . By the way , we're the only only teenagers in the theatre room while others were parents with their kids. HAHA ! :D Kimmy's hair was pulled by a 3 year old kid while she was watching it . HAHA :D The movie was not dissapointing . And also while we were watching the movie - the was the scence that the RRF's got out a feather as they wanted to tickle Mr.Hamegg and the other robots , it was burnt by another robot - i heard a little boy giggle . He was so cute :) HAHA :D :D

Anyway , i'm in love with Toby a.k.a Astro Boy ;;) Me , Ija , Zati and Naddie are so like " Astro Boy is so cute ! " .

Today today , Sunday . Morning i went to a family day . It was fun :) And tired . Because i didn't had enough sleep yesterday night . I got back from the event , i took a nap . When i woke up it was already 5 pm . And got dressed fast , because mama and papa wanted to go out . And now i feel dizzy . Dizzy like a fly . I think i'm going to take a nap .

XOXO .

i want your revenge and love

Lady Gaga's song - Bad Romance is so addictive . I can't stop myself from dancing to it . I've download and it's my favorite song for now . I love you LADY GAGA ! <33

Anyway , school holiday has just started for me ! Yeay , school of 2009 is over . oh ! We have to clean up our class before the school was over . Then we had another 15 minutes before the last bell rang , all of sudden - all the memories that i had in the class was coming back to me . The first day i came into the class , the day we got a subsitute teacher for our add maths class , Ms . Yeoh soon to be Mrs . Then we had a llittle class party as she was leaving . Then we had a exchange student in our class . She was from German and her name was Hannah . Next year , on the 4th January she's going back to German . I will miss her , everybody will miss her as she stayed in our class and talked with us . And she understand what we said with each other as our Bahasa Melayu teacher teached her. Then Pn Poh , our class teacher made a move to another school for she got promotioned . We all cried as it was the leave of our teacher . Pn Poh , she treated us like her own daughters , now a class teacher who could be our mother ? WOW ! I can't ask for more . Everybody had their tears down that day . I can't forget it. hm , then school year end , we had one more week before it was over - class party was held :D Everybody had a blast. Next year , we're form 5 . SPM year . Everybody will be busy . EVERYBODY will have books as their second boyfriend . Oh GOD ! I'm so shock that the world is spinning so fast . I need a break and i don't know , somekind of miracle to happen .

Goodbye memoir of 2009 in 4 lily . Hello memoir of 2010 in 5 liliy .

OH before i forgot , tomorrow i'm going out to catch a movie with my girlfriends ! Finally , after months of not going to the movies - now i have a time to do so . Thanks mama and papa (: ILOVEYOU

Lipstix and toxic

I want your love and

I want your revenge

You and me could write a bad romance

love , stop the aching

It's right what people use to say that love is aching and breaking. Love also gives you the moment of head over heels. I have experience every single feeling in love. Sometimes i could take it , and sometimes i can't. There's when the moment , i'll cry and ask for my girlfriends help.

It's right when people say that something in life you can't predict. I can't predict that dull moments comes and appear to be a part in my life. I couldn't predict that one day i have to move in life - make a new chapter. I couldn't predict that one day the person i love the most will leave me - when the time is right. I couldn't predict my future unless i know what's best for me.

It's right when people say that one day you will miss your love ones. I miss my boyfriend so badly. I miss my friends back in my hometown. I miss my old school. I miss my old memories that make me happy and sad. I miss everything in life.

It's right when people say that time move faster nowadays. It's true - if you realize. I'm going to appreciate more in life.

i can't believe the bloody arse

mama wouldn't let me buy another pair of heels :( The last heels i bought , i seldom wear it. And it's like she wants me to wear it like forever. I even had told her, on functions i wear the heels but no - she still insists upon me to wear it. My cousin wedding is so near. It's like another 3 weeks. I need another pair of heels - like wedges ? or super heels ? or gladiator heels ? or any perfect heels that fits me and i like it ? I gotta find money .

School was boring. Teacher rarely come in class only the Add Maths teacher. SPM is so near - another one day to go. I'm so freaked out - how funny i'm not taking the paper but i feel the chills :| Dann is taking his SPM paper this year, i wish you all the best baby :) Teachers are so busy with the SPM candidate. School year end break is near . I'm still counting the school days to end. That is so cruel for a student to do that - like NOT!

Well that was about today. OH OH ! Today i became high and hyper and couldn't stop laughing. I'm going to blame on a book that i read so here goes - " i hate you book ! i hate you ! " . pheww , now i feel better. And OH ! OH ! Mama knows everything about the relationship that i have with Dann. And my secret soon can be revealed - if mama couldn't keep her mouth shut. I'm so scared :| somehow , someway . But i kinda feel of a relieve that now she knows.

p:s // before i go away , i wanna say thank you for visiting my blogger :) xoxo ,

i thinking of getting myself a flash for my DSLR

right , i think i'm going to ask papa to buy me the Canon flash for my DSLR . And i'm thinking to take art classes during my holidays as my friends are going to get a job for themselves - Good Luck people :) Art classes , piano classes and also studying at the library with my friend , Naddie . She's going to help me with my chemistry subject :)

Yesterday night , i talked with Dann on the phone . And before we put down the phone - he told me that i should decrease my time on the laptop and decrease my time online . He's worried about it , that took half of my day to online . And he thinks i should reduce it . And take more time on my studies and not by online . I love you Dann and thanks ;;)

Today , i had lunch at Secret Recipe with mama friend . She treated me for my belated birthday . I so full . I had grilled chicken chop with frosty watermelon juice and for dessert i had American brownies . Oh God ! It was marvelous :) Thanks auntie .

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that's right my Tumblr. oh don't worry i still update blogger some time to time .
today is not much thing do , i sat at home without nobody company. Mum and Dad are off to their functions while i'm stuck at home with my phone beeping every few minutes as i'm texting with ze boyfriend , Dann and finishing the Japan drama , Nodame Cantabile . I planning to watch movies , but i have nobody to company me , crap lah like this . I can't stay the hold day at home actually because i might get sleepy and sleep . and do more sleeping the next . boring and bored am i .

Next time think before making a decision to leave me or others

i just couldn't believe somehow , it's all coming back to me . Those wicked days - me and you and also another person who went and just popped in our relationship - try to take you away from me , oh thank god (!) you'd still love me , and never ever say goodbye . You never had declare it . That's why i love you . Even sometimes in your mind you pop the question by saying , i can't do this and whatsoever , but it had failed you to leave me , not even a second . You had never had the guts to say " babe , i hate you " - it was a reason of you'd always " i love you and i never ever going to hate you babe " . That's right , you'd love me . You love me (: Most precious thing in my life , which is you . Effing i love you baby .

hi . i miss my boyfriend so much that i can eat a bar of chocolate all by myself .

Papa has a thing in mind for our holiday vacation . He's already asking when is my semester break . Can't wait for the holidays to arrive (: My first photo shoot . And also can't wait to go out with my friends this holidays . Even i have to study during the holidays - but what gives anyway . xoxo ,

when two white birds were in love , then one of the white birds had to fly away

yeap , that's right . Life - love - lust . 3 words are better than 1 word - sadness . I dedicate this note to a friend of mine , Durra . As yesterday , she came up to me at IM and told me that she had just broke up . I'm so sorry to hear your news about the broke up with you and your boyfriend ( your ex ) . I'm really sorry , just have faith in you , don't blame yourself okay ? Everything in life has a something to do with miracles and magical things could happen . Don't give up , your friends and also I will always be here to cheer up :) That's right - " what are friends for , aite ? " .

Today was Saturday . Saturday . I went to school , HAHA . I went to school for a reason , kelab pelancongan had a makan makan today . Teacher gave us , chicken rice hainam and teacher also had bought a cake - chocolate indulgence from Secret Recipe . It was delicious of course , has it was from SECRET RECIPE . shish . HEE :)

I went home around 12.45 pm . I sat at home , feeling gulity and sad of yesterday night i had a fight with byfie . I should have said that way , i asked for forgiveness , but in the end i got scolded . Today afternoon wasn't the day that i had asked for , he makes decision without making it proven . In the end - i'm a mess and he's a big mess to . He asked for the brake up - a later after 30 minutes i get a text message . " Sayang , i can't do this , i still love you and i can't life without you :( " - Dann . Thank God , now were okay , and everything is fine . Baby our song ! " Ku mahu mu tahu , by Hujan " ;;) I love you Dann ,

It's quite true what my prediction said

my results sucks . my science papers are quite bad . only i know how bad is it . if it was on a league - i can say my bio paper are first in lead , 2nd place go to my physic paper , the last place goes to my chemistry paper . only i know how bad i did with my chemistry paper . shit .

i'm out and about , till SPM strike for them SPM-ers .

ain't you thought i was catwoman

yeah that's right - i'm writing but still i'm feeling worried and frustrated . Some reason which i can't find way maybe it's because Dann is having a flu and sick that's what i'm worried about . Frustated maybe is because my chemistry are way bad , so bad that i can kill myself . But if Dann knows about this - i'm going to be so dead . Sorry bby , And now papa is hoping to get a result for my SPM has he knows the place that he can put me in the future - for furthering my studies . I can't do anything with my passion - music , somehow . Oh what a splendid day what it turn to be . Tomorrow is Monday - and i hope the sunshine shine on me brightly , and baby is feeling better .