Geek part One

The geek in me :)

A place called here by Cecila Ahern

Exam is like one week to go . May , i say may - i'll be away for a moment :) Sorry .

Exactly - he knows

* He started to be all romantic last night . It's like he knows everything wrong about me . THANK YOU :) ILOVEYOU

D : Your the only one love .
S : I love you .
D : Anything remember , that i'll always be with you love .
S : Baby , where are you going ? Are you sick ?
D : No , im not sayang . I'm fine .
S : Are you sure ? Why are saying such things like that ?
D : Yes i'm sure love . I'm just saying , who knows ?
S : Who knows what ?
D : that i'm going . We could never predict .
S : You're not going anywhere .
D : Yes i am .
S : Where ? :O
D : To the moon .
S : why ? :|
D : Because you look cute and i want to give the moon for you :)
S : hee :] Awwwwwww , so sweet of you baby . Your romantic tonight baby .
D : hee . No la sayang :)
S : Yes you are :) Your so romantic in you .
D : I love you ok ?
S : I love you to baby :D

Well , he knows everything - exactly . Even i'm sad , he is always there for me , to cheer me up :) Thank youuu baby . ILY .
We were laughing yesterday a lot . He made jokes , just to cheer me up after he knows that i was really effin' sad about Zimba lost recently . But he is there . Well - i even break downed yesterday night for a moment . He was there to see / hear me .

Sunday , munday , tunday . And i don't know what the word means . Whatever .
Happy , chappy , mappy . My inside are so happy , thanks ma :)

xoxo .

Pictures moving to fast ,

Let time stop , that's what i wish for lately .
Replacing time with pictures or faces that are familiar to me . Zimba is not coming home i guess , it's been 4 days now . I miss Zimba badlyyy :| I'll wait for Zimba to come home , everyday . Crap .

This week is the sad point i guess . My practical add maths teacher , ms yeoh - had just leave the convent building by Friday afternoon . The lilians class will miss her dearly . She was the best est add maths practical teacher , thank you so much ;')

A lot is changing this week . I'm just not me this week , and i can feel it . I guess . Even people see that i'm just me and no other person , but i feel something is not right . Oh well , maybe i'm just stressed out . Help ? My knight shining amor - i know you be there for me .

Just finished reading : Can you keep a secret ? by Sophie Kensella . The book is full of laughter and sadness , and bitchyness :P hahahhaha :D :D I prefer you guys to read it :)


xoxo , saturday is full of boredness- this week , but thanks to him , for picking up my calls :) HEE :D

We want you home

Zimba - we will wait for you to come home .
We really really miss youu :'|

Yesterday things were not going like always . Had a fight but thank god - now we are ok :') I love you so much baby and thank you for forgave me . And thanks to a best friend , Z for making me feel better for a while :] What are friends for right ?

Zimba is missing . We really do miss Zimba dearly . I've been crying for like hours now , but things still are not the same . Zimba was part of the family . When we moved to Ipoh , it was Zimba who kept quiet throughout the journey . Zimba did a lot in the family , Zimba do make our day alive . Zimba we want you back . I know it's really weird to post a blog about a cat , because i know that a cat couldn't open the laptop and go to my blog and read i want i post to a cat - Zimba . It's impossible . I wish that you were back home Zimba . It's really hard to know that you are not home and some morning zimba wouldn't wake me up like always . I will miss those . And sometimes you give me the look - the look of : i-am-hot-and-i-need-you-bring-me-back-in-the-house kind of look . We will miss you dearly . Always company mama at home when i'm off to school , the cat who will always be annoyed when i gave it a hug . Please come back home :'| We'll always wait for you , Zimba .

Thanks to baby D for being there for me when i really need someone . Thanks for making me cool down for a moment . We will always know how to cheer me up and take care of me . I love you baby .

A journey

My journey to be the girl who can always make people happy , while in the inside i'm the one who is unhappy . It's ok . At least i made a person happy : everyday :] let's just hope

We need you back zimba . Stay with us ? :|

On the journey -
Can you keep a secret ? By Sophie Kinsella

Rainbows are always made by him

Sixteen and Seventeen
Girl and Boy

S : Baby if i was going away , what would the last thing you will say to me ?
D : love , where are you going ?
S : Anywhere baby . Answer it baby , what it would be ?
D : mm - i will say that " anything i will always love you , love "
* S was smilinnnnngggggg :) :)
S : Baby , give me another name ?
D : Mm - Kuat merajuk
S : grrr .
D : How about me , love ?
S : Mmm - Gila Bola :D :D
D & S : Hahahhahaha :D :D

S : Baby , if you were rich and had so much money . What car would you buy for me baby ?
D : Mm - i would buy you , a yellow mini cooper and a red porsche for you , my love :)
S : Mwahahaha , oh my . The yellow mini cooper :))
D : How about me love ?
S : for baby . If baby were a architect i would by you a BMW seires 5 : black color . If baby was a computer programmer i would by you a Mercedes Benz the C- class that is in metallic silver . If baby was a chef , i would buy you a volvo S40 which is in dark blue :)

S : Baby if you had wish the place that you really want to go , what it would be ?
D : Hawaii :)
S : oohh , thought so :p
D : Hee :D Wanna come with me ?
S : yes .
D : haha
S : wait ! I don't wanna
D : whyy ?
S : Because Hawaii there are so many hot girls , you can take them back baby
D : No way , i got you love . There 's no need for other , my love
S : hee . Ok baby :) I come . But you have to ask for my parents permission first .
D : Yes love . I know :)

D : I love you , sayang
S : I love you to , baby

OOTW !

" Out of this world " :)

This week coming to an end , like 48 hours . ceh :P
So
Monday and Tuesday
: nothing happen actually . These 2 days were filled with me and reading the Where Rainbows End novel . The novel was an A , triple plus A :D :D Oh god , the story was like OUT OF MIND . A very beautiful story . By Wednesday , the novel was finished . it only took me 4 days to finish it :P * It was the first time !

Wednesday :/
: It was my bad day . First i had a cut on my wrist , and it really does look like i'm trying to kill myself which i'm not , yea people ? I'm not killing myself here :) I'm an angel :P hahha ! Then laksa kuah had been tumpah on my school uniform , and i smelled like fish ! Okk , by that time i really wanted to cry , but my friends told me not to cry . So i didn't :) Thanks to Diana :) Iloveyou ! :D hee . Before going back home , i went to the audition of the play for the Melayu Drama . I tried people . Then i had a little fight with ma . Ok crap . Night , i had add maths class and i went :D *pfft .

Thursday :O
: I'm going to do my exam , thoery piano in August ;O . OMY . And baby had a fever , pity baby . Get well baby :)

Friday :B
: I brought my camera to school today :) And yes , there was a project that we are doing :)) *grin and and i got the cut to be in the drama . The semi finale cut . Still in waiting list . Gotta audition again - soon .

IV Lily 2009 :)

Spongebob Backstabber Pants

Qualified to be in the theathre and being an actor ?
- Major big . Audition here i come (! ) * a maybeeeeee ,


On a trip with a book recommended by Nick , my best friend back in Shah Alam :) And thanks for the Twilight book :)

; Where Rainbows End by Cecelia Ahern

Xoxo ,

I love the geeks

10th April 2009 : 1.30 am

S : Baby if you had a wish right now , what it would be ?
D : Mm - I wish that i had gained on weight :)
S : Hee , more than that baby ?
D : Hmm - i can't think how about you , love ?
S : I wish that i had a figure of a model , having oreo donuts in the middle of the night with gummy bears and marshmallow's and also watching talentime with you baby .
D :Haha , i wish that to sayang . I love you
S : Baby , is there anymore wishes that you wish that it will granted ?
D : Yea there is .I wish that we went out , right now and sit in the park just the two of us and i held you tight .
S : HEE :D I love you baby

Happy Anniversary the one year and five months baby - i love you

Xoxo

Doof Heads

Currently reading : Drama Queen by Susan Conley

And the book is burning hot i tell you :))

Tomorrow is just another day of madness in life , school and friennnndddssssssssssssss * raising eyebrows

Love is in the air

D : I wish that you were here
S : Aww , me too baby :)
D : I'm serious , i really do miss you
S : Bie , terbang laa ?
D : huh ? Terbang ?
S : Yes , terbang ! :D Baby kan superman :)
D : haha , sayang dah merepek :P
S : Hee ,
D : I love you
S : I love you to :)

Penguin's

In the car going home -
Mama : Tonight is AF5 concert , I'm not going out . If you and pa , want to go out , go without me
Me and pa kept quiet about that ,

Saturday - tomorrow Sunday . Another week to go .
Tired and still my time is wasted , i think .
Sejarah notes are like tons i tell you , Omy crap la .
And some of friends life is about to change i guess :))
Good luck girlfriend =)

I do miss him !
And memories are always meant to kept .

April Fool Week People

Quand l'orgueil chemine devant, honte et dommage suivent de près.

30th March : 1815

Waking up to the Monday blues really is suffocating . I had a depressing moment like one day . I question why that happen . In the morning arrived school - hang out with my friends . Made a joke , and really laugh to it hard . I really know how to make a fool of myself sometimes - well always :P About : HOT HUNKS ! hahha , tell me about it ? Who doesn't freak out , talking about hot hunks ? HAHA . Then it was my turn , to speak - so i did . Took a deep breathe , and started my story with laughter and depressing moment . I had choir practice after recess . The competition was held on the next day - 31st March . YIKEs ! Had a check up with the doctor about my eyes and dizzyness . Something are not going to be fixed i guess (?) And oh before i got , our class has a new exchange student and her name is Hannah from Germany :)

31st March : 2045

Today i woke up with a rhytm in my mind . A grumpy voice and sad face - that was the deal today . Went to school , and right after a goodbye assmebly - i was straight toupper hall , and practiced and practiced and practiced until it was 1330. The competiton was held at SAMTET . Oh , we got third place . Not quite bad . Anyway , we did our best - really , but i think that WE ARE WINNERS . There's always a next year , a second chance . That's life :)

01st April : 2100

Today was April fool's day , i got pranked . By Daljeet and Mama . OK - now that's not funny , but still i laughed and trusted about Daljeet prank , about Bio PEKA report . Fool me . I was back in class today :)) *bling bling . Today we had our 2nd meeting on LIDRA :) Something funny that happen : Daljeet and I was talking about a Bitchy story that i think that i'm going to make , out of a sudden Praseetha started singing " itsy witsy spider ! " hahaha , that i cracked into laughs :D :D then i started making another joke , i sang the " bitsy witsy spider " hahahahha :D :D And oh , the 4 lilians did my survey , it was about a wishing list :) and and i have no add maths tuisyen class today :P hahahah ,

02nd April : 2415

I went to school - as usual . Eat my weetabix before mama sent me to school - like normal . And oh , Zimba followed me to school today . Ma picked zimba up and putted zimba in the car , and Zimba came to school with me today :P hahah , so effin' cute :D :D Sejarah period , the techaer skipped topics , fun ? Horror - sejarah notes are like a lot . And oh , 11th April school replacement day - and sejarah test is going to held : My head is going to explode like .... NOW ! x| And around 1204 pm , i started singing nursey rhyme , hahahha :D :D LIttle children are set free , by me :D :D Ija , Izzati and Fix had joined me singing the " itsy witsy spider" song :) And at night , i recieved a misscall at my house phone , it was him : D . He made a prank call about me - i was bursting into tears and he said " April fool sayang " then he giggled . I was like , " i'm sulking baby , i am . You better cheer me up , or else " and i kept queit . OH , he tried his best to cheer me up , i told him to sing me - guess what ? he did ! :)) hahha , He sang " Dan sebenarnya by Yuna " :) I love you baby , xoxo

03rd April : 2300

Friday . Another week about to end so soon . Went to school with a cheer mood :) hee , thanks to him :) Nothing happen today , just i was cranky during chemistry period - because i was sleepy (!) Crap , Never mind . And i fallen in love with Timberland shirt and iso need to shop new clothes ;;) * i so need it like now ?

When pride walks first, shame and hurt follow close behind.

Wednesday back in class

I am back in class people . After 2 weeks , of after recess skipping classes because of choir practice , well i;m back people . While Sejarah period , teacher was not in the class , and i had something in mind . It was a survey :) And the question was :

" If you had a wish right now - 1204 , 01st April 2009 , Thursday - what it would be ? :) "

And my classmate wrote :

Daljeet : Get to go to India and meet Shahid and Imran Khan and also going back to form 1

Diana : To meet Danilo and Mr . Bahas , once and for all ..

Hannah : That this year will be one of my bests . ( What it definitely will be ! )

Praseetha : To have my friends come back to ipoh

Sharmalaa : Being so freaking rich and being in London

Loo Jo Yee : Urging to have the whole - limited edition - sets for Prada Handbags .

Izzati : To get a whole set of Korean Japanese movies , soundtracks , albums .. dramas for free !! :P
Fix : Of course to make my old bandmates renconcile , cheer with Paan and I want ALESANA come to Malaysia performing thier hardcore songs.

Ija : I want to sleep on a money - bed or gold (?) I wish i hadn't met you and wanting to see DOUBLE CHESSE BURGER :D

Jessica : I want to be superbly SMART and freaking RICH !!

Adibah : I want everything to get better , and not NORMAL ! Hang out with whole class at JJ , buy new clothes and date with Lee Joon Ki :P