It's 9.01 pm , Malaysia time and i think i have to make a confession here.
First is i miss home.
Second is i want to pursue my studies in music.
Third is about my status relationship. So all of you know that i have a new guy in my life. So people have been talking about it , for the first week that we've been dating and everything. And now it's been a month already and it's counting days and night and each day of it , we - me and him we cherish it every moment of it. With him i'm special. With him i can forget the past that i had . The memories that me and my ex captured , i forgot every bit of it. Wanting to start a new book in my relationship , and it did. Thanks for the help of him.
So here goes. The first man , that mama and papa seem to be cool with it. The first man , that can make me smile every single day with his cute , lovey dovey messages. The first man , that i know that he will always be there. The first man , that i know he will listen to all my problems and just laugh at me after listening to it - which is kinda weird but cute. The first man, that flirted with me by asking me to hear a song - which my friend did interpretation part by saying " Saff , he likes you lah " ., and by then i was giddy inside. The first man , that always make me laugh even it's been a month but i know that he will make me laugh forever. And the first man , that i know that he wants a true relationship - which i want in a guy after all this time and it's not me whose doing the job but me AND him , together. Shall we stay for infinity together , my man ? Well i think we should as we need each other in our lives. Fendy.
Sincerely , your truly only girl ,
Your Girlfriend ♥
Hi and it's 10.28 am , Malaysia time. I think this makes it my fifth post posting it early in the morning. I won't point fingers on this post but all i know is every break up there's a reason. And i talk with my own experience being in love and in the end of the road we made our own pathway in the end. So it's a normal thing , when it comes to relationships. That one day - we fall in love and later die of love. Then there's the part where the girl tries to fix everything but the guy does care less about the relationship. Later, there's the part where the girl cries in the dark while the guy goes out with his buddies and have fun.
Later than that , the girl doesn't care less but then the guy comes and care about it. Frustrated don't you think ? First it was the girl , but the guy doesn't even give a damn. Later the girl don't give a damn , but the guy comes crawling back. Sometimes guys do acts like jerk which is such a bummer. Every relationship that i had, it gave me a lesson to be learn. Don't easy fall for guys. Not every guy is the same. Every guy has their own ways. Without parents acceptation , the relationship won't work - i still believe in these things. A guy will make the best to keep you smile , and make you sad in the end. And every break up there is a reason. Might so , you will find a better man than him. Well i did :')
As i talk based on my past relationship - i was in love with a guy. A guy who i thought who can make me happy. But in the end , he broke my heart into pieces with his attitude. He was a jerk. When i wanted things to be over , the he comes crawling back. Then he does the same thing over and all over again. There ? Told you he was jerk. He acts like a jerk , when he's with his friends. He could act like a jerk when i have a problem. That was the most hardest part i had with him. Who is he ? Shall i say , it's a secret to be kept.
Whenever i'm in love , it's the part where i let the guy does all the stuff. The flirting and everything. We may be friends for a few weeks and later we could be in a relationship. People say , i change guys to easily. Then there's the part where we come in and say " It's only the matter of time and fate. We might be made for each other. So why don't you grab the chance and be with him ? ".
Sometimes , people may judge you differently.
x.
