Sunday, November 28, 2010

We heart this with you


It's a Sunday afternoon. Just another Sunday afternoon , where this Sunday i'll be studying for my next 4 papers where i have like 7 more papers to go. This week is Agama , Mathematics , Additional Mathematics and Physics. Physics oh Physics. I'm so freaking out - which i rarely studied , because i'm easily of getting bored. Ergghh - why this lazy pants attitude is like so so with me during these past weeks.


Anyway , my boyfriend just had a surgery. His little brother texted me , awwhh - his little brother is so cute ;) *winks* . Thanks Rizki for telling me about your brother's condition to me. And i think that his whole family knows about me. We've been like 3 years , so yeah i do think so that they know about me dating their son/brother. Oh well , it's a normal thing when you're in a relationship. 


I'm back with studying , last post for this week. Hope to write again. See you soon ! *hearts*

Saturday, November 27, 2010

I'm falling in and out

if it's okay if i tell the whole world about us  ? That i missed you , missed you lots. Miss your voice , your laugh and your sweet talk - i miss that. Should i also tell them about how i miss you singing to me every night before going to bed ? Should i tell them ? If i tell you it seems a world's end but not that end i mean. I just miss you. And i miss when " you see right thro' me how do you that shitz? " - Nicki Minaj.


this post might be ridiculous , but in a way it reflects who i am and how i think. You might see me as a girl who thinks that the world is made of cotton candies and sweets. But i'm a just a normal girl who sees the world in poverty and people don't a have a heart in stuffs. May i say that this world is unfair. Might be the world of mine where i live in. Not everything seems bright. And not every lights you see is a light of freedom and justice. 

Friday, November 26, 2010

Question that are not yet answers

I did not study at all today. I ended up playing the piano for 2 hours. Tried composing a song that ended up raining , i think that the melody was to sad :( . Oh well. Anyway , it's been a week now. SPM. And no worries peps , i'm still surviving. Wish me luck for another 2 weeks of  papers , papers and less paper -.-

Saturday, November 6, 2010

I'm mad at you but it's a secret.


People promise to be kind and generous. But right now it's just the same as you stick to be you and don't even bother whether it's like i should change matter of people and time.