Monday, August 1, 2011

Dear You, Yes You.

" Do you want to know a secret of mine? Before i go to bed i will always read your blog. And by every each post that posted that i know you're lonely, the little things you do - i know i'm the right guy for you. To take care of you, to love you like nobody will ever love you, and i know that i will always be by your side every single day." - S.

People say a lot of things about me of changing guys when i get the chance to do so. But do you want to know something? Sometimes, you can't predict of things that happen in life which includes love. Love is a passion of a someone towards an object and subject. And has to love, it comes naturally and unpredictable. Might so i've been in and out of love sometimes - which even my mama knows about this, she will only say "It's only puppy love", but as days pass and sometimes you do know which is guy right for you. 

I've been in a relationship with different types of guys. I've tasted the bitterness of having a boyfriend who will be there for you when he needs you but when you need him he doesn't even bother, the guy who used you just to get  someone jealous, the guy of so called puppy love and he was cute and so, the guy who will make you happy but instead you used him cause you were lonely and the guy who will actually easy fall for other people and dumped you the next day. Yes, i've been in this kind of these relationship. Might so, mama knows about this. 3 out of 5 guy , which mama knows about them. And the only thing she will say to me is, " Naz, in anything you do. Please do remember mama and papa - before you act to do something." 

27th June 2011 at 1.47 pm. 
That is our date.


It took me quite a while in having another relationship - but as time past and his effort to take me as his girl. I knew that he could make me happy and all. " I stalked you to get to know you", " The first time i laid my eyes on you - i wanted to know you more each and everyday". Those were the words that are still captured in my mind everytime and whenever i'm with him. One month with him and my mum and dad knows about him - he will try his best to make me smile when the clouds are grey. 


So who is he? (his name is directly up there -.-")
Whose the lucky guy?
Is he one of a kind?


Well, what i can you tell is that he is gentleman who knows how to cheer me up when i'm down. Do little surprises for me which makes me shrieks inside and smile the whole day. Make me laugh everyday on the phone, meeting him, having a sneak-out date and on Skype. And gives me butterflies every morning. And technically, he is the guy - who would do anything for you just to make you happy.


Dear you, yes you. You know that is post is directly for you and to you with a sealed heart and kisses from me to you.