THIRTY FIRST OF AUGUST

Happy 52nd Independent Day Malaysia ,

The first merdeka day , staying at home and not going to Dataran Merdeka , KL - because one ; i'm staying in Ipoh and two ; it's just to far . Yesterday night at the neighbourhood - was far to noisy ! I could hear people race their motorbikes - Like HELLO !? We need our sleep here . My room was to far noisy while mama and papa's room didn't hear a sound , intresting -.-" Anyway , Malaysia has gone far with independent and people coming in one . Satu Malaysia . Satu perpaduan . Melayu , Cina and India - will come in one when it comes to saving Malaysia from any disaster - or whatsoever .

31st August 2009 , 12.34 am
Hubby Dann : Selamat Hari Merdeka Sayang . I love you ,

THANK YOU AND I MISS YOU GUYS LOADS

" Old friends are never the old memories , they will always be in my mind and i'll never forget them "

Yesterday guess where i went ! ? I went to Kuala Lumpur , hahha :) I went there because i had my class gathering and also mama and papa wanted to do some shopping , so we did . We were off around 11.30 am , because papa had something on that morning . An opening ceremony of the new road . We arrived KL around 2.00 pm , and KL was packed - mama was like " let's go to Mid . " Then we did , at Midvalley was another story , we couldn't find a damn parking at all , mama and papa was having a little quarrel in the car . Then papa said " Let's go to Shah Alam lah , like this " . So yes we did , we got there around 3.00 pm , and then papa did some shopping - he brought songket . Mama got herself some material for her baju kurung , while i brought a book . HAHA . I should have brought some clothes - but nothing came in my mind accept - Forever 21 , Dorothy Perkins , and something nice . HAHA . That was over , then i went to my aunt house - i got ready because around 7.30 pm , i had a berbuka puasa with my old classmates . I got at the avenue around 6.50 pm - i saw Amir Farzuan and Farah was waiting for their friends , so i sat with them - and talked . Has we waited for the others to arrive . And then waited , waited - i called him up , as you know - it could be miracle if he showed up , but he couldn't make it because he had other plans . Najlaa was the first to arrive , oh god ! She gave me a big hug - we do miss each other . Then Atiq and Nick came , okayhhh these fella did miss me , Nick gave my gossips girls books back and he gave me a present - " TRAUMA UTOPIA " . The book was kinda dark , and emo - that's what Nick said . Anyway , thanks Nick :) Later Mira came , oohh ! I miss her loads , and i told her stories that happen in my life . And she did the same , when bestfriends meets . Najlaa , Atiq , Nick and Mira - told me about their life as i was away . My classmates - arrived . There were like 20 people who came - Farah , Young , Shafirah , Najah , Amir Farzuan , Nick , Mira , Najlaa , Haziq , Hafiq , Put , Hizami and Efa . Oh - i miss them loads . I miss the old days - and yesterday night was like the old days , we got together , laugh on stupid things and just playing stupid , it was really fun . I got back home to Ipoh around 9.45 pm . So that was my journey on 29th August 2009 . Thank you friends , i really had a blast - and i'll never forget you guys . xoxo ,

I COULDN'T SLEEP

i couldn't sleep - it's hard to sleep nowadays , i wonder why . I'm having a hard time with mama and papa like 2 days now . I couldn't think actually - what ARE they thinking everyday. I just need a life , for god sake ! Anyway , i would be really happy if i was in Shah Alam .

Tomorrow Saturday - i wish that i was there .

MY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY PRESENT

is this greatest or what ? I couldn't believe it - i'm actually touching the white keys of a brand new piano playing the tunes of my favourite songs on THE piano . My birthday is like 2 weeks time - but this present i got it a little bit advance from mama . I got a - BRAND NEW PIANO : it's Kawai brand and it's really limited edition . Today i'm crazy - i've been posting2 posts , but who cares ? ! This is just to incredible to believe , mama brought me a brand new piano . Now - i have the guts to really go far with Music . I love you mama , hugs and kisses :)

YES WAY I LOVE YOU

This morning woke up after the sleep i got - after bersahur . I woke up around 9 a.m . And mama has been blabbing about the cake that she asked me to take of . Weird . But not . 9.45 am - that what she keeps repeating before she went out of the house . Later - i call him up . A wake up call , well excatly - yesterday night i was really sleepy and the last message wasn't replied because my phone credit was finished . 2 cents were left . And i'm very sure that he was sulking . So i called him up , and yes he did sulk . Trying my best to cheer him up ;;) Will it did :) I made him happy and i could hear his voice being so cute in the morning . Oh hubby , i love you ;;) Well my friend , Naddie - is on the hard time here . Her ex - just keep on haunting here . And i'm here to make things better :) p.s // lady gaga - paparazzi sip nit , of me playing it :P

I'M SO MAD AT HIM

He went to sleep this morning - i asked him to take a bath and in return i get a return no call and text - he was asleep . I'm not mad just sulking with him ;;) Can love ? hihi . Yesterday night , was something quite intresting . After berbuka puasa - i should have been sleepy , but yesterday i didn't felt a thing . I felt wide awake until 1.30 am - while talking on the phone with him . And it made me everything seem intresting because he told me something very very indeed special and romantic to me . I couldn't ask more , just to have him with me and saying those three little words " I love you " . Oh - hubby you make me melt . I took some pictures yesterday night as i couldn't sleep at all .

- i couldn't believe my self that this holiday is my work is all about online and updaing blogs .

I SHALL NEVER BUY ANYTHING IF I DON'T WANNA WEAR IT

" Oh , look ! What i've found in my wardrobe while i was cleaning it up . "

It has been ages that i wore this dress . It has been like 2 months , mama has been warning me that i should stop buying new clothes . But i keep on buying and asking papa for money to buy new clothes :) So today - i had a super super clean up in my room . Because mama has been so angry with me because my room was full of dust and it was messy . Robin - my little cat , company me while i was cleaning up . Robin was in the bin bag the next thing i knew it , playing with this empty bottle that had been my room for like 3 months now , and today it was thrown out :) I cleaned my wardrobe because mama has complaining that my wardrobe looked like a house of mouse . HAHA . So today i cleaned it . Wanna know something ? I have like a lot of checked clothes - i have like 3 blouses and 3 dresses that are checked with different colors . Okay something must stop with the checkers thingy . And after the clean up , i asked mama to go out because i need to buy a new t-shirt . Mama said okay and she was off to take a bath . After that , we were out of the house and went to Parade . I bought a shirt that had two strings on it with a tie from Applemint . It had a sale so it wasn't that much to pay :) *giggles . I have another 2 more hours before berbuka puasa . I so want to eat - kuih iron ( that's what mama call it ) , the kuih has kelapa parut has the internal part . Can't wait , to eat ;;) Later , Selamat Berbuka People :)

I'M THINK I'M HAVING IT

" Chace Crawford - is just to mesmerize and so irresistible. He is so freaking hot :O "

i'm not feeling well , my tummy hurts and i feel like vomitting . Crap . I really can't take it . I need him to be here with me . Anyway , today piano exam theory grade 5 - is over ! OVER . I repeat its over . Yeaya ! . The paper wasn't that hard , but i gotta know that my grouping of 6 quavers in a time signature of 6/8 is wrong , i'm afraid of that , now . My add maths teacher from school was there , she was sending her daughter for the exam piano theory to . There were alot of people who took the exam . 100 partcipants from Ipoh which was taking in SMJK Yuk Choy Ipoh .

RAINFALLS DROPS BY DROPS

" garr , oh yes i'm mad at you but i still love you and forgive you love " - Dann ,

SO YESTERDAY YESTERDAY ALOT HAPPEN ACTUALLY - having a fight with him but thank god now that we are okay , i love you hubby . Then my class teacher just shift to another school , we're going to miss you Pn Poh . Merdeka celebration at new school was a lot of screaming and talking - that's fun ( i guess ) . I had really a laugh with Betty Rae and Queen Ronaldo , it was really fun ;;) School holidays has started and fasting month to , Happy fasting people ( muslims ) . I have my piano exam theory grade 5 this Monday at 9.00 am until 11.00 am at SMJK Yuk Choy , Ipoh . I'm so okay-not-to-ready of it . I gotta memorise all of the italian , german and french terms of music . Wish me luck people . And guess what - 3 more weeks before my sixteen birthday :) : CAN'T WAIT ! ;;) hee .

PEOPLE LIE AND CHEAT - LIKE FCUK !

" I'll haunt you little princess - in your dreams and life until you just can't get out of my life :) "

I just can't believe it actually , people doing things at me and to me - like i'm stupid and doesn't have a brain to think . Who do you think you are ? - Why am i crapping my self here . Okayyy okayy , actually the thing is " Get a life , and get out of my life you _____ " - no no no wait ! It wasn't that i wanted to tell you , OH ! now i remember - I had with you ! . Oh double no no , it wasn't that . What i meant was my exam are over ! hahah . Yeap ! My exam's are over - just sivik papers are left . Okayy , at least just one more one more paper . Tomorrow at 9 a.m its Freedom . I say freedom . YEAYA ( ! ) But still when my school exam's are over , i still have my piano theory exam grade 5 this Monday . My piano teacher is asking me to do study and get honors ( at least ) in the exam - i'm trying my best here , so don't worry ;;)

A funny incident in school right after modern maths paper was finish . Vivian Wong gave Joyee an article and it had this cute guy picture . To admit that the korean is really cute - IT IS TRUE ! THE KOREAN WAS DAMN CUTE ! ! ! x) ok , enough about the korean guy , the back article was about this korean girl , average 20's girl who is singing - i think so lah . Then Diba Rossi asked Joyee , what it wrote ( the article about the korean girl ) -

Diba Rossi : Joyee , what it says ?
Joyee : Haiyaa , you don't know ah ?
Diba Rossi : What ? What ? Tell lah .
Joyee : You don't know ? come , i tell you .
Diba Rossi : What ?
* there was a slience has Joyee read it , Diba Rossi was waiting really patiencely . When suddenly -
Joyee : Diba .
Diba Rossi : What is it about ?
Joyee : mm , I ALSO DON"T KNOW LAA !

AHAHHAHAHAH :D :D

SMILE AND WINK HAS TIME PAST BY

" Mama see you got the sore throat , are you ok , Naz ? "
- " No , ma . I'm okay , it has been ages . "
* in my heart ; are you serious ?

Life past by , life is all about trying new things that is appropriate - does jumping from a building includes in to ? I miss your voice , hubby

THREE QUARTER OF PEOPLE ARE PLASTIC IN LIFE ?

" these boys are really damn' hot , they are good to be true "

Saturdayyyyyyyyy , i was supposed to wake up late today - but all of a sudden i remembered that i had school today . Replacement school day . And even better , today i had my August monthly test . Chemistry paper and bahasa paper . Both papers are so hard -.-" I hate papers that come so hard - why do people make test papers so hard ? . I admit Big Bang are super cute , i admit that Nick Jonas is just to hard to resist and i also admit that i sometimes give people the hard time in life . And i'm sorry . I've also started wrting poems back , soon i'll write my own lyrics - and sing (?) - haha , * to much imagining in life .

FRIENDS IN THE NEW SCHOOL ARE DOUBLE THUMBS UP

I never knew going to new school , can be quite exciting after all . I found cool new friends - They are really supportive i tell you . They are ; Princess Conquer , Betty Rae , Ronaldo Queen of Heart , Ms.Korean-i-love , Diana Zidane , Diba N.Rossi , Marilyn Fix , Ms Little-cutie-of-the-class and Bella :) They are just enjoyable just like my old friends , i thought by the first day of going to the new school is going to be horrible and just a perfect nightmare - now the nightmare has just gone away . It's all about reality now . I love you guys ,

So right after recess - we didn't learn anything , except for English class . During BM class - teacher had a meeting , and we were in the class sat bored and laughing like some laughing was exploded . Me , Diba , Fix and Diana - played Q&A game - there was alot question that need to be answered . The qeustions were ;
1. Why do boys so stubborn sometimes ?
MaF : because they think girls will obey their attitude ! What a lame ! Are boys stubborn ? Hmmm !
DibaRossi: To show their ego which they think its kind of ' macho '
DianaZidane : A hundered percent true !! It is not ' macho ' at all , and worst part they don't give their ego easily !

2 . Handsome and good looking guys are not strong enough ! Is it true ? Oh , Why ?
DibaRossi: True , coz the only ' strong ' part of their body is their face .
DianaZidane: True coz they always get what they want very easy and therefore , it's not strong enough for a challenge :) !
AudreyFabregas: It was really hard for me to answer it because it's easy for me to fall for a handsome and good looking guy :P

3 . How to know whether guys telling you the truth or not ?
DianaZidane: i have no idea .. But by looking at their face gesture or ask their bestfriend .. the truth from a guy is hard to spill out , LOL !
AudreyFabregas: by looking into his eyes and by hearing from his voice :)
MaF: if he ignores too many of my love games !! :)

4 . Why are guys so complicated ? Unpredictable ? and why is it so hard for them to be honest ?
AudreyFabregas: one , honesty ? Guys try to be honest , but do girls trust them ? Two , complicated ? They're just being boys . third, unpredictable ? they are just one big suprise in girls life :)
MaF: Ahahha ! No! Big NO! i think that we're the one who are too good for them !
DibaRossi : Again ! It's totally about controlling their macho in front of girls . Screw Him ! HAHAHAH !


Later we played the game of truth about our friends , the truth about me was :

Miss-little-cutie-of-class : A big mouth , laughing *very ahh ! * Likes to laugh , loud , flirtatiouss and hard-working :)

Bella : Loudspeaker :) Crazy :) nice and mean sometime , like to bully Betty Rae :D and hardworking :B

Betty rae : very very very scary . loves to laugh ( her laugh is contagious) . Creative ( very ! ) . Pretty and smart , responsible , hardworking . Annoying at times , very very very loud BOOMBOX loud !!

Diana Zidane : HAHA , loves to laugh . And also laughs loudly quite blur . Nice , kind , helpful , responsbile , sort of a bully to Betty Rae . gives reasonable advice , and always there for you , when you have problems anything at all .

Princess Conquer : Hmm ! really nice voice , cool ! Cute ( ocationally ) can be trusted * sometimes good in giving advice and most of all LOUD !

Diba Rossi : First words that cross my mind whenever i think of you is LOUD ! But don't be upset of being yourself ! Just be SAF that I use to know ! Love you so much ! kisses :)

Marilyn Fix : AHAHAH ! This girls is a jerk ! I'll sleep if no sound of her . She's very hardworking . Her ultimate weakness is DANIAL :D !

Ms. Korea-i-love : She is this life of this class . She is responsible . Sivik projects and class T-shirt she takes responsible for it . She is nice , kind hearted although sometimes i do get hurt . but she is really nice and loud .

Ohh guyyysss , i love you guys so mucchh <33 !! Thanks for being my new friends that are so freaking cool :) ! ILOVEYOU :D :D xoxo ,

PLAY A GAME IN MIND THAT PEOPLE ARE NOT ACTUALLY NICE

" it must be fun , hitting people that are not nice in the world ! "

Lately , Dann is fine , thank god . But sometimes he will get the " it's - hard - to - breathe " situation . Just pray that the sickness of his , just go by . well , i've skipped school yesterday . Pn Poh , couldn't believe that i was absent yesterday - that's what my friend told me . I should starting studying now , but look ? It didn't took my anywhere on it . crap . night.

IT'S OUR ANNIVERSARY SOON

IT WAS SUNDAY MORNING , and my reload in my phone was finished . I call him up using the home phone just to make sure that he's ok and everything . Call him up , but he didn't picked it up , so i thought of he might be sleeping . Later after shower , i had a text . He text me up , then i was straight to call him up . His voice was " melodic - cute - i - so - need - you , Garrr " :) hehe , *kinda of naughty i'm . Sunday just went by like that , had lunch outside with mama at Kelab Golf Diraja Perak . Papa is not around , he's in Cairo , Eygpt . He'll be back on Monday morning , OH i miss papa so much , can't wait to see him this Tuesday morning ;;)


OH , before i forgot . Baby happy anniversary , i love you like loads :) Our one year nine months together :) 10112007 till now ; 10082009 and still counting :) Having you in my life just a lot more of crazyness and a load more of laugther :) Thanks for being there for me , sad and happy . Always cheer me up after a long while sulking with you ;;) hee :D I lovalovelove you :) ! xoxo ,

I'LL NEVER SAY YOU GO AWAY

" WHY DO PEOPLE LIE IN LIFE ? IS IT A MUST THING TO DO ? LIE . MAKE UP THINGS AND JUST SEE PEOPLE FALL FOR IT . WELL IT DOESN'T GO THAT WAY - IF PEOPLE HAD A BRAIN AND MAKE THINGS CLEARER AND SAY THINGS TRULY . MAKE ME FALL FOR YOUR LIES AND UPSET MYSELF - WHICH IS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN . I HAVE BRAIN THAT CAN THINK AND DON'T BELIEVE IN PEOPLE THAT MUCH . THE PEOPLE I LOVE THE MUST IS THE WHO THAT I TRUST IN LIFE , IF THEY DO LIE TO ME - WELL THINGS WOULDN'T BE GREAT FOR THEM . IF THEY LOVE'D ME THEY WOULDN'T LIE , RIGHT ? EVEN A SINGLE MOMENT THEY WOULDN'T LIE BECAUSE LYING IS LIKE AN ACID THAT YOU JUST THROW ON AN APPLE AND IT GOT RIPPED . "

I'LL BE CRYING AGAIN

hijaokplenjnjnaewn isuujenjeiejw ndjnajndnud dnaxcmwko oipeorh nahwiqjxal .

exactly i really really i can't think . he is suffocating on his breathing and it brings me the worry . i can't think clearly , the only thing i can do is cry - " Hubby , i hope your fine . I really need you to be ok , iloveyou , xoxo :( "

' I don't want the person i love the most go far , far away . I still need the person i love , only HIM can hear me - make my wish be granted "

HE IS SICK

I'm the most person who just love to freak out , and wait for someone to give me a big slap on my face . Dann , is having a flu - it give me the curios about the sickness that he has having , but one thing for sure - Get well Hubby , iloveyou , xoxo . Many songs are being released as for me its just go another of stressness in life now . Giving people the most precious smile , while i'm the one who hurts and aches - it's not correct .

" i love you , chubby cupcake "

- Dann , the little three words

A MORNING WAKE UP CALL FOR HUBBY

What if i'd say to you that everything in this world can be heal ? If we had use our brains , people tolerate with each other and hear one another .

Giving a wake up call for him - got to hear his " i-am-still-sleep-love " voice ! :) haha , but still he can make me laugh and happy . We have another 8 days left before our road to another good year relationship hubby :) This week , was kinda hard and rough on the of relationship kan bie ? But thank god , everything could be mend ;;)

Overall , for 2 weeks were so much pressure to me . The people , enviroment , faces and playing a fool - it's just stress to see and hear .
I can't be always happy and laugh to every jokes , i'm just a human being who get hurt when the time comes , doesn't know how to tell people that i hate them , and just playing a fool before exam arrive .

" I'm no the hero of yours . You are the hero of yourself . "

LOSING MY MIND

I've been skipping class a lot this week . 2 days in class , 3 days helping for the booth . Hari Pelancongan Pelajar at Anderson School , Ipoh . We won 2nd place for showcase about vacation . Our group did about Royal Belum , Perak . It was really exausthing really . Had to talk talk talk talk and smile a lot :) .

This week was full stressfulness - thank god i have him :) for cooling me down , cure me , and love me :) i love you hubby <33