Sore throat

*A conversation with mama in the car before reaching school .

Mama : You have to find the right guy in your life . Your 16 and big enough to make the right decision , whatever it takes studies are first . And when you get married , make sure the in-laws likes you . Alright ?

Me : -.-" WTH.

err , i'm having a sore throat . It aches and hurts bad . It's hard for me in choir , i have to sing with a freaking a sore throat . I couldn't even talk properly . It's something that we call , n-o-r-m-a-l . I guess . A lot has been lately in this week . All about school this week . Sports day are up , soon enough - one week time , exam is like 3 weeks maybe i guess . I'm facing it with patience . Tomorrow its a Saturday - thinking of staying home but i can't - to bad , i have school tomorrow on koko (?) , well yes i do . Here we go again . Hope this Sunday , things will go quite easy :)

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Should i just give up ? Nor should i keep going on , like something has never been going on lately .

Stuck and tired , madness occurs in life lately .

Thee should see that a person like me could sometimes be weak .

Killing someone to soon (?)

Let me count the ways , if i had three wishes one of my wishes is - Oh ! i hope a person could find a LIFE in life . The second would be - i wish that this girl never had lived in this world . And the third and last one is - i wish that i had the capture moments when your down by me and him . I'm so little good girl aren't i ?

And to whom i concern , a girl . I don't know who you are and where you come from . If i knew , i will never make a fight of it . Because i'm not that type of person who can make someone cry - guessing that you think that i'm a chicken ? - Well NO ! I'm not . You know why ? Simple , because i'm not to stupid to fight over little things you girl . And i'm aware that people are taken ! You see ? If your not aware if my guy is taken by me , i think that your blind , sorry i may guess , but it's true . If you can't see that he is taken , it seem to me that you just don't own eyes and life to . So to whom i may concern - get a life . Get a life . See the world , and don't go over man you girl . Back off would you ? Simple , i asked to back off so please do it in a way , a simple and sweet way , and get out of OUR LIFE ! If you just here to destroy people relationship - forget about it , your just not it . Blind i guess ? OOoooo , sorry to be said , but get a life ah weyh and open your eyes even bigger . If you have two eyes , and still can't see things right , i could give you another eye to make sure that YOU SEE EVEN CLEARLY with three eyes or even 8 eyes !

It's crap when a person does not have a life in LIFE . Crap is a just measure of crap in life . If you can't see the difference between , 2 eyes still , i'll soon give you 8 eyes - oh , i'll put 8 eyes in your body . How it is going to be ? - i'm still thinking , but i'm not going to hurt you , i'm just going to put 8 eyes in you . It's going to be horrible for you .

So girl , get a life before karma hits you . If you take my guy , soon your guy is going to be taken back . And i just can wonder how you are going to be . Remember , karma always hits people . So think girl . Get a life get a life get a life !
And don't you ever go over my man ! He's mine ! He's only mine . FULLSTOP .

" Stupid people do stupid things ,
You'll get the picture soon ,
Don't worry ,
Because soon - your eyes are going to be WIDE and just to MANYYYYYY . "

Monday

Ah ! tout est bien qui n'a pas de fin.

- Oh! everything that doesn't end is good.

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"Je me presse de rire de tout, de peur d'être obligé d'en pleurer. "

- I push myself to laugh about everything for fear of having to cry about it.

Awareness if people could see

People say a lot of things could change in a spec of time . Do you believe in it ?




As i count the ways in life , a lot of my mind is different like some kind ways and not always THAT different . You know what i mean . Sometimes a lot of things could happen in life , but i guess changes doesn't always happen everyday , i guess . Today is Saturday . A relaxing and chilling Saturday :) My word today is " collide " . Homework are tons this week . *al maklumla - the exam is coming nearer and nearer . School and exams - when it is going to be over ?

Friday the Sizzle word day

" Even the best fall down sometimes . Even the wrong words seem to rhyme . Out of the doubts that fills your mind . You finally find you and i collide . "

Today word is sizzling (!) that word was for english class today . Oh today today , a day of fun , but something is missing today somehow . A lot of my friends miss me as i miss them a lot . Especially the hothothot story gang , which will always meet up around 530 pm , and meet up at the padang besar ;) hee . Or pergi rumah sara or Zee or Ayu or even mine . Then we'll shares our freaking and secretive stories . Fun ? Yea i know , but really - now ? - it's different . I hope that things will be normal again . I miss baby a lot , damn much . Counting the days to exam soon , 2 weeks left , sports day is like one week from now ? Can you even see the difference between them ? I get that as a yes .
Today activity was
i. Got up and went to school
ii . Got home from school and ma brought MCD for me :) I love you , Ma :)
iii . Online before went to piano class at 5.oo pm - learn new songs for piano
iv . Did my add maths homework
v . And took pictures with nick :) haha :D Thanks nick :)

Extravanganzaisbig :O

" I will never be tall . No . And i will never be. Never ever .Be sure of it all . Oh, why is the world . So cruel to me . When all , All i ever want to be Is anything i'm not .Gimme a break . A little escape . I am so tired of being me . I wanna be free "

Oh people you heard me , clearly . Its so tired being our selves sometimes , to predict the future we can - like having a deja vu , * oohhh , creepyyy * -.- " Never mind about that , people always have that i guess - including me . So don't worry if you people have a experience which you already have - in you DREAM :) Dream and reality - a life with two dimension . Happy and there's sad , but some dreams are so happily ever after . I had those experience , and i'm really guessing that you guys have a lotttttt :D :D A BIG O LOT . hee :D *but mine is not to big o big , by the way * :))

I'm braging now , yesterday was so killing me . Attended for ' Malam Anderson ' at Syuen Hotel . OK , all the old boys of anderson was there . People who was like the age of my parents . But never mind , because i had seat there , so i have to be like there . I wore my black dress and my yellow sandals :) As yellow is my favourite color :P In my head for the whole night , i was braging to my pa because my add maths work is not done . OK crap . haha :D But thank god , today the add maths teacher didn't ask us to pass up :) hee , thank you teacher :) hihi . And oh , Modern maths class was like a not heavy class today :) haha , you know what i mean :p

Done for today i guess :) Night <3>

10 things about Mr . Pelangi (:

V day . Something that i like to list out for him . Sorry if some of them might hurt your feelings baby ? *sparklinngggggg ;)
*Rainbows are in my head and sunshine is above me , red is your favorite color and arsenal is your team :)

10 . He makes my day everyday . Even tho mama makes me mad sometimes , he is always there to cheer me up every single day . And make sure that i'm ok and doesn't make crancky .

9 . He makes me laugh . Tell me , some times he makes jokes out of little things i do . It's cruel but its funny . That's him alright :) haha .

8 . A lover who i know that he will stay with me for ever . Someone who you can call , the one that sure will never break my heart . Something so strong . Even sometimes i have the madness , he will really be patience with me . Anything else that i could get ? I don't think so .

7 . The oreoman . The boy that i could eat donuts with like everyday . We had a moment where we had a date at the donut shop :) You treated me oreo donuts :) haha , my FAV !

6 . Football . When it comes to football anything could be him . Football is his main thing . Arsenal is always favourite football team . Eventho he hates Manchester United , he still goes for MU beacuse he knows that i like MU team , thanks baby :)

5 . A company to talk with me when i'm not sleepy . HAHA :D Mann , he is so like there with me , when i can't sleep at night :) One time , i couldn't go sleep , i called him up and we stayed up until 4 am ! hahah :D :D Old dayss :) and still we do those kinds of things :)

*It's a countdowwnnn :)

4 .He sings to me . HEE :D I asked for it , so he will sing :) I'm like sometimes depressing to others , i do - i'm sorry people . But still he will sing to me :) haha :D The most favourite song that he'll sing is - Meet Uncle Hussien : Lagu untukmu :) *Crack it up :p hahaha :D :D

3 . Angry . Sometimes he gets angry . Who doesn't kan ? I sometimes make him angry , on some things . When he gets angry , its really hard to clam him down . I mean its really hard , but i try my to best calm him down :) What are girlfriends for ?

*Two more places to gooooooo -

2 . Give those adorable kisses and hugss :) haha . Man , it's like precious :) haha , i love you baby . Those hugs gives me butterflies and kisses me highhhhhhhhh on drugss :) hahahha :D :D

1 . The fully lover baby <3 He loves me truly , haha . I'm sure that he is a true lover of mine . *Hugs and kisses :) Mohd . Danial is the sweetest thing that could ever happen . He takes care of me really well . And really really love me so . He loves me that why i am :) Eventho i'm chubby and all , he still love me . It's the best thing ? I think its a yes :) hihihi . Eventho i'm far , he always there with me :) That's why i love you baby :)


A simple - I LOVE YOU SO MUCCCHHHHHH !! (:

It's Valentine day Baby :)

It's today :) Valentine , were lovers get together and make each other feel special like no other . It's the day today :)
Last night , online like always , IM with my friends , Jee , Atiq and Anne - conversation . Some secrets were being reveal people :P But i'm not going to tell you people :) haha :D :D Gave him a call <3 :) hihi , Oh i miss him so much :) haha ! Wish him happy valentine , you know what people always do :) haha , I love you Baby :D

Today it was Saturday , valentine had fall on a saturday this year . Great aite - for the lovers :) *Sparklessss , I went to school today . HAHAHAH :D Oh god , today was replacement for school . Had an exam on mathematics . Went to school like a person who had just like not enough sleep , maannnn tiring people . I even slept in modern maths class - I'm sorry Madamme Poh for sleeping class ? After finish the exam , its like people went crazzzyyy , ahhaha :D :D Diana , Qilah , Jee , Sharmala - were playing around like kindergaten kids :) hahaah :D :D funn ohh :) And oh , Jee was dancing in the class , OMG ! it was so funnnnnn :) hahha . Laughther was every where , i nearly had a heart attack for that .

My Valentine Day was celebrated -

I- A night of smiling and day dreaming , he even cheered me up :) Happy Valentine Baby <3 I love you :) And oh even wished our Anniversary eventho Monday night was something that i couldn't figure it out , I'm sorry again baby ?

II- Morning woke up and i had a song in my mind which is - Selepas kau pergi by Laluna . I had pancakes today :)

III - School was awesome :) hahha , eventually :) Especially when recess time :) hahah :D :D Your secret is safe with me :) I promise .

IV- The class was pretty fun :) Haha :D Dancing and laughing :) ngee :D
Valentine after all was about love and enjoyment :) hihi , Happy Valentine People <3>

Gloom the day ..

A lot is must to be said and it is dude i tell you . I'm sorry , maybe i'm tempered and what so ever , but trying to get in the point that everything does not depends on you , see ? Were a human , that have brains and really can think very carefully in life . I need your help oh superman , help me from the madness .

Craappp , i saying a lot of crap today i tell you . CRAP is the word , and always will be crap . Maybe life is rarely like crap but i tell you - well maybe yes i tell you . Mann , i really can't think clearly now , a lot of question is in my mind , i wish that a miracle could happen and take me away from these madness . Rainbows that were made from me and him , then i'll know that always light up my day - is it gone ? *Hope it's not .

Todayyy , in class is always full of laughter and madness <33 - making up stories , read it at Jee blog's , Thanksss <33 . I mean i've have a sad feeling , but i can't really make people see me sad . Add mathematics gives me crap - every single day . Crap !

Nightt <33

No more sunshine , eventho there is

It's the time of month , when i become depress . CRAP ! . Mannnnnnnnn , oh god i tell you , crapping is the next thing that i wish do even if everything is A OK . SHESH . Yesterday , it was the day , one year three months <3 - a lot of people said congrats , while me i felt the crap in my heart : which just wanted to say i love like on top of old smokey place .

I had a crisis about laughing quit a while , even people say it's ok to laugh loud , but i'm laughing loud people is watching me across the table and my friend , Yaya is about to throw me some food , while Diana just keep her blurness in mind and just see me act weird , on the pther hand , Izzati and Fariza , just could laugh back and smile at me . Me being hyper is the only thing that people could imagine i tell you . Even sometimes , it may looks weird - oh wait ! not sometimes but always , laughing about something which is not even funny , that's laughing crisis . I have the blues i tell you , gloomy day is about to strike , i'm sad , too depress and feeling to kill some kind of an object ( who may i not persuade ) .

How about if my prince charming just tell me : everything is ok , prince charming is here and will never ever hurt you - not a bit , that will be just perfect for me , to be happy even the rain falls flat on my window .

Help .

Superduperextravaganzayikes!

" People say that love come and go , like a poof . But does it really ? As i heard the clock ticks , slowly day by day - i notice that poeple will get hurt and cry .That's not the point of it . People may come and go , but im sure that family will stay la . OH god , I so miss my baby Danial :( . People make surveyyyyy out of it one day . "

As i go back to all the stuff did once , i had made think lately . Everything im doing , is it right ? So right , do i get good deeds later onwards ? - let me think , mybe yes or mybe no - it depends . Trying to made an effort in everything i do , but still is there people not trying to appericiate those freaking days i do them , i say thank you i guess - now . I'm not depress nor sad , i'm Okay thank you ; no worries .

Todayy , saturdayyy - nothing much happen today i guess , people get sick is qucik , this season by the way . Its the sick season now . Good way .
I'm nothing but ok . Night

Random Pick People

It's true , sometimes . We miss people and we can't rarely get over the m , their faces , the memories , their voice , their laughter and everything . I said once to a person " We can get over a person , by facing the fact " . I had this dilemma once , back in January and December . A new school , a new life , new friends - I've face the fact people , but tremondously , bohuu for me because i could never get over my boyfriend for a while .


We had break up on 3rd January , i was crying like shit and everything in life just seem to fade well enough i tell you . But somehow we got back , the relationship was still continued , after 3 days or 2 days . Before we got back , i thinked very carefully , i mean - will i still be the way i am now ? Happy and laughter enjoyment all time , because all these times for a year , by having him is the precious thing that could ever been . Its true , mybe . I'm 16 and like how many years to come the roughness of life , but i'm sure that i'll be fine , because i'm sure that he'll be there . Breaking up is not in my dictionary , we got back . It's hard to see the fact , that if me and him are over . He always light up my day as i do to him . I'm still with him - the main point of all . Heard stuff about me at school , it is WAS true , but now it not . Because we are back together . I'll still be his Madonna and he'll be my Oreoman - but now he is my Pelangi :') I love you , Mohammad Danial Salleh <33>

Every sunshine every day :)

What is defference between man and Superman?
-Man wears underwear under the trouser and superman wears it over the trouser :)


Yesterday night , is a big thank you to my b i tell you and i love you :) Before going to bed , i'd call him making sure that he is ok and everything :) Today is back to school day i tell . The holidays that made the cut last week , makes me more lazy to go school today . Thank god at morning assembly , the principal gave us a sit . I say thank you :) haha :D :D The whole day , was a start for homeworks back and a lot more to come . Homework are like back on my bones and brain . Shesh -.-" , At class today ; made jokes with Daljeet , Qilah and Diana , well actually some were ok and some we're not . haha :D :D whtvr . Later school ended ; thank god . And before i forget - i was nominated for class assitant ( again ) / even i was the new kid in school , i've been there like 1 month one day and counting another one year and 9 months - i got it . Another thing for me in school . SNAP ! -.- People i tell you - being something school could be fun , but still tiring .


Got home , online . And oh , the homeworks are about to be done soon :) hee :D And like took some pictures with Yaya and Nick :D Thankssss ! :)

Nick :)

Yana :)

Au revior :D

Don't let me fall - Lenka :)

Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars
Heres a little heart for you
Up above the world,
Up above it all
Heres a hand to hold on to

But if I should break,
If I should fall away
What am I to do?
I need someone to take,
A little of the weight
Or I'll fall through

You're just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you
All that I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall

Take a little time,
Walk a little line
Got the balance right
Give a little love,
Gimme just enough
So that I can hang on tight

We will be alright,
I'll be by your side
I wont let you down
But I gotta know,
No matter how things go
That you will be alright

You're just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you all
That I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall

Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars
Heres a little heart for you
Up above the world,
Up above it all
Heres a hand to hold on to

Your just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you
All that I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall

You'll be the one
That I'll love forever more
I'll be here holding you
High above it all
But don't let me fall


*something that i dedicate for him :) I love you <3