Fooling the day :)

*Sorry if i play the notes in error people :) hehehe , still learning laa :) And oh , this is what i always do , when boredom strike me 80-80 . Mind me :D hee


Today was A okay day i guess :) This morning i wake up kinda late . WHTVR . Cheese me up then bby :) hee :D Stayed home as usual , but feeling killer kill boringgg i tell you today . My phone is not with anymore , oh oh tell me about it then peopleeee -.-" Then afternoon past , palying a fool today :P haha :D :D Playing the piano and singing to it to :) haha !! I'm just playing a fool , nothing serious :) ngee :D :D The day past by , tomorrow Friday :) 2 more days , before school reopens back :) haha !

Again i tell you baby

Woke up and feeling so tired after a long trip yesterday i tell you . This morning was not like a normal morning i always had , this morning is very happy and mind calming . I called him <3 , mr pelangi man :) hee :D We talked and talked and talked , eventhough for a while , still it was making my day :) hee , Thanks . And oh , i did woke him up , my bad -.-" sorry pelangi man .

As the morning went by , went out with ma . Brought a jersey :) hee . Eventually i got my Manchester United jersey , after like i've been wearing this jersey for yearssssssss (! ) heh . I'm so freaking happy , now i can watch my favorite football live with A JERSEY :) haha :D :D This afternoon , i called him up , mr pelangi man . But - ): , i tell you people . He got football practise , so yes i'm not blocking his way , just let say i love him and i don't want him to be sad . (: A good girl , is always a good girl :) hee :D Je t'amie baby :)

Oh well , school holidays there are like 2 dys more left . Tomorrow Thursday : Hoping it will be fun like today . Oh wait !!! Nooooo , because by then - my phone will be taken by mr nice nice evil :)

xoxoxoxox <3's

Birthday girl to celebrate

" The birthday girl is in the middle :) "

Happy birthday girlfriend which is Amira Nasuha :) hee :D It's your sweet sixteen now babe ! :) You sudah old :) hehe , Ohoh oh oh , if your reading this :) Happy birthday -

We get older ,
More things will happen ,
Has i count the days we'll meet ,
impossible ; yet more will come .

Boyfriendss come and go ,
but your currently , won't come and go .
Has you guys meet sudah :)
Happy for you babe :D

Happy birthday :)
As i wish have a rocking 16th birthdaayyyy :O

I know that i couldn't celebrate with you , but still i will remember it and wish your birthday babe .

xoxo babe :)

Losing a friend .

I miss my friends . SNAP ! . Everyday , counting the days , i really miss them . But i'm not going to loose them . Eventhough , there's a lot of things that may come in life . But friends , could be a betrayer . But never that will happen . Never i guess ? .

Kick me tonight . The hole day , was exhausting for me today . Got up and from the morning till afternoon was out of the house . A lot of photos were taken today :) hee :D

I've heard a speech today morning , a inspiring one i tell you . Even though a person is sad , but it will never show because there are always another person how could makes us happy . Old friends and true mates .

xoxo .

Mummy birthday :)

Mummy it's your birthday today :) hee :D Happy birthday maa :) hee :D


That morning woke up , and i remember today that ma birthday was today :) hee :D Wished her , and soon were out of the house . Celebrating ma's birthday . Brought ma a secret recipe cake :) A blueberry cheesecake :) Perfect . The whole day , was exhausting . Well , ma birthday never was celebrated really high , but just a simple birthday . Breakfast at Clearwater Golf Resort , and had lot of food to eat . hee :)

Well maa , its for you :)

Happy birthday ,
It's your day todayma ,
You've got a lot in life ,
the ups and downs .

Day after day ,
you're have decade now ma ,
Thanks for everything :)
Happy birthday ma ,
I love you .

A perfect coversation

Something to talk about . A song remains a lot in life :) Something to say that a person we love the most .
A star and our life . Perfect just perfect . Things are lot changing in my life now .The boyfriend remain the same but friends - tell me about it . By reading Nick's post , telling me that he miss me around in school , makes me wonder : if i was in their position to . I miss you guys to . I'll meet my old friends soon , and bringing them laughter's like I always do with them .

A Saturday , a normal Saturday :) Just got my phone back from mr evil . Now he is my mr nice :) hahah ! Sorryyyyy . Anyway , text message with mr Pelangi of mine :) He always makes up my day . People say that when we laugh , our face is always happy :) And i know it , heee :D Saturday was tiring for me laaa , killing my foot . haha :D :D Went to Kuala Kangsar , to see the lights that made my dad's staff did . The lights were beautiful and i like it :) hee :D Homeworks are waiting for me . Sejarah and Modern Maths are the only thing that is left to be finished . Arrhhh , homeworks for holidaysssss :) Thank you teacher :D hahah ! :D :D

A perfect conversation fit for two bby . My friend had a date with her boyfriend :) I'm so happy for you . hee :D " you know what i mean bbe " :) Akhirnyaa , nice to know that he knows how to take care of you :) Happy relationship for you guys darlingggg :) Any problem that comes up in life , and was made from that boy , your boy is big trouble ! hahahha :D :D :D :D :D :D heee :)

" thinking back time , they day we missed our laughter and secrets . "

Something to laugh about

" Don't even moan when teachers give homeworks alot :) haha , " - rigghhhhtt ..

This week is kinda tiring i tell you . Softball practice on Monday and sports day practice . Ok no fun at all laa -.-" Homeworks a like so ton and many many like snap ! grrrr . But people i tell you , my life now is not quite bad i tell you . My classmate are so like laughing and making jokes most of the time , especially who makes me feel like i belong there , thanks :) Good news - i made the cut to be in choir . It maybe hard on my vocals . Piano always be my passion , putting it in my heart . Oh oh oh oh oh , another good news is that school is closed for one week , yipe ! Due to Chinese New Year :) hee :D Can't wait oh , really :) hee .

But something in my mind is that - i do miss my friends and also him baby . grr -.-" Still waiting the next trip to MY hometown , shah alam . But i don't think frankly by these holidayssss i guess , parents are to busy nowadays . Patience waiting i tell you , but sometimes i feel like ripping somebody's head . haha :D I'm not forgetting my friends that i used lepak on recess and singing with them , i feel like crying . I mean most miss the most is laughing with them , and making fun . So still wondering if the boyfriend of mine will still always remember me , as i do about him ; badly .




" Responsiblity is important , it makes daffodils dance and sing "

Equation made up

A equation were made for this week ;

" Homeworks are to many these days lately , Saturday was a frustrated day . I had school and every weekends is my sleeping beauty day . But never , not this week -.-" grrr .
Physic is something to learn about the world and how people make equation out of it , thinking and wondering physic who its made up to . Singing the passion , but still waiting for the result . My heart is sore and in pain , it's still a question that might be told soon . Friends as result is always there for me and telling me stories even im far . Thank you guys :) "

Pelangi di luar :]

This week , tell me about it -.-" So tiring baby , grrr . The fever and dizzy ness i tell you .

Soo , monday morning was not so like my usual days as i always meet up with my usual friends . Now it changed , fcuked . Whtvr . The training for sports day just has started , tiring much . I was about to enter cheerleading , but as i took a step foward , i knew the problem that i might end up in the end . My practice was on wednesday , thankfully it was only for 5 times only -.-" phewww ! Thankgod :p hehe . On that to , there was a tryout on choir , so i took a chance to be in it . I went to tryouts . But still i'm waiting for the answer . Waiting in patience , tomorrow's saturday , it's a school day !!! tell me about it -.-" Plus an exam is going to be held , damn . haha :D i mean so tiring laa , this new school but guess what the good news is , it's onlyyyyy a simpleeeeeeeee veryveryveryveryveryvery Simpleeeeeeeee exam :) hee !

But i really had fun at this school , a new school . I mean the students are very friendly i tell you :) Especially the girl who sits in front of me , her name is Jee :) Ohhh , she is very friendly . Some of my classmates make me feel like i belong there , so it's cool to have it like that . I've made friends there , it's a good thing ? :) hee .

But a part if me says " don't you ever forget the friends that you had once " . So i admit missing my friends back in Shah Alam just makes me even sad . A lot has change there , i guess . Atiq and Nick is trying out for the act in school :) Big thing :D Good luck you guys . As Mira and Najlaa ; wishing all the best and hope to see you soon . I wish that i could be there when Mira is about maybe to see the one .

" We took a look back once , take a step for everything . Dream as i dream about rainbows and colouds . "

Thinking and wondering

wow , it had arrived . To face the fact that upper level studies are invaded now . A lot of subjects to face now and even homeworks will be tonsssssssssss i tell you . Grr . No fun in this world anymore i guess . Tuition class is about to hunt for me for these 2 years . Trying to face it with relax and never the fear because my super teacher is here .

Today was the day , that life may turn my self upside down , i guess laa . But that may not be so true because i'm still standing the right way . After school was tiring , then opened my notebook and online my IM . Oh , he was online to . Chat with him , that made effin' so happy today . Thanks for making my day hunny :) And plays games with him at IM . Haha :D Friggin so cool laa , baby :) haha

Then Lala , gave me nudge :) haha , she missed me ! I missed you to lala :) So it's like something new was about to happen , Mira life may change after this . And i wish that the school holiday - Chinese New year ones ; going to Shah Alam for a while , and meeting up with my friends and also companying my friends to meet with someone :) haha :D

Oh god , a week it's been already in the new school . shesh -.-" I miss my friends so much in my old school hunny . Especially Mira and Lala and Amie and Deena . Ohhhhhhhhhhhh , friggin miss you guys . And oh thanks to Jee - classmate of mine ; i got Stephanie Mayer books in a script look-a-like . Haha :D Thank you so mucchhhhhh :)

xoxo ,

The Brand New School

So , yes that monday morning at 6.00 am . Got up , bathe and dress . As i was trying to get my hair dry with the hair drier , and i took a time moment and thinking what will my friends back home do when we'll meet up again . I mean the first day of school , so a lot of stories to tell but so not going to happen , because i moved . Moved to Ipoh . So now , Convent is the catch in my head now . Everything in my life ; the friends are about to change .

Breakfast and salam pa , got out the house and straight to school with ma . So yes , i had butterflies and fussy reactions by the way . So yes whatever . That is like so normal for every new kid in school . Oh good , first day like i was tremendously late . Late 5 min from 7.20 am . But i was the new kid , so its ok . Never mind about that . So after the morning assembly , all the form 4 ers went to the hall because there was oretation on the first day and the next 3 days . So we sat in the hall . So i not alone being the new kid , there were a chinese and sikh and a melayu to . So i'd friend with them . Their names are Michelle and Gina and Izzati . They were like friendly and nice to . So we did like met girls from that school to . I found an old friend of mine , Azie :) Same school when we were in Primary . SKS9 :) There were many who came up to me , and introduce themself , so they quite friendly . Cool :) I liked it that way .

So today - 08th January 2009 ; we got in our classes . I was put into Sciene English Literature class . They were 10 subjects in the class . I wish to take Music has a spm paper but i did not go to the tryout because 10 subjects are a lot and im afraid that i can't handle it to much . So 10 subject and no plus i guess . So the class were pretty quite because it only had 20 pupil in it . Cool enough ? :) So its like , everybody can study and also be comfortable with the surrouding . But i was like thank god :) haha ! But the pressure may come more because , ENGLISH LITERATURE . Everybody keeps saying that EL is so hard , easy the PA - prinsip akuan . Ok snap ! Whatever , im not listening to it . haha :D So upper level studies , a form 4 student . See ? . Upper level , two steps more and maybe i'll be in college or overboard to continue . Many books to read and many things to do now . Enjoy ment ? Fun ? I''ll guess it waits for me , on the holidays for how many days je , then back to books . Shesh -.-" A form 4 student is like this , form 5 ? Horror i guess ? haha :D

So wish in me luck in this new life .
xoxo ,

It's true

I guess it's really what people say a lot in days . Getting over it , it so much a part of hardness , i know . I'm about to face it , but i can't really . It sucks really to be me now . I can't even smile properly . Hard thinking of the days , baby . But i try my best to be me . I'm going for it i guess , me and him are friends . Normal ones . I accept it really , with full of my heart . The only thing is ; i want him to him . That's the truth i tell you . I want him to guide a normal life , that he use to . I'm not over you yet .

Tomorrow school about to start . Shish . I'm having a new surrounding , i'm getting the chills already . I can't think of the new school could be .Mr evil made me to go to that school . Tomorrow there's orientation . And i guess that will be for week i guess . I hope i could find new friends , good ones . I'm going to try out kot , debating , choir's , drama or anything that's fun i guess . Wish me luck . I'm going to miss surrouding in SMKS9 , the old school i use to go . My friends ; Amira , Najlaa , Deena , Nick and Atiq . I'm going to miss them so much . I wish you guys the best in school . I still will wait , the hot stories guys . Take care and good luck in school . Updates tell me every Saturday and Sunday .

Night , feeling shallow then ever .

It's between you and me

It's ok is it just being friends with our ex ? The only thing is on my mind after what had happen these days ; if i was friends with him , maybe it is the best . I cry and i fake these days . When i smile , is it never a smile that i'm happy i tell you . My sadness is hiding . He knows it . I still remember those times when i'm down , he'll cheer me up . Really , thank you for those days .

A reason to fall

This is the sadess part in my life so far . Mars of mine has gone . Gone becuase of some reason . I did not mean to do this kind of things . Really . But the problems is ; you know what i know darling baby . If you're reading this i want to say - Thank you for everything and making my day . I really did love you so much . And when these things came to , it bumped me and i cried . I cried hard . I'm so sorry for the wrongs i made . I know what are you thinking right now . I hope that you be strong and take of yourself for me . I hope that you'll find the perfect girl in your life .

I'm going to miss him . Everything about him . He was the first who could made me felt like this . He was the everything in my life , the boyfriend , the lover , the scandal , the mr.im going to be there no matter what , the i'll be the faithful in your life , the scandal , the big brother and the mr.adviser . I will really miss him . Miss him so much . He was the main character in my life . Other than my parents , he really made me felt special and always made my day even the clouds on my mind had gloomed . I had to stay strong for quite a long , even he's not here with me anymore . The memories that i had with him ; will always be mine . The most precious memory that i had ; the wish that i be him in condition was , me and him was eating oreo donuts . A wish that in the end had been fulfiled . The wish had been fulfil but after the wish came ; eveything was ruin . I really appericiated that the wish came true :') The part of me , says that i'm dead . Part of me says there's hope .

The PMR results i had was never established by mr evil . Mrs nice has been there for me and supporting . Maybe i should stay like this . This way . Baby , if we were meant together we'll meet , i'm sure . No matter what happens ; i love you baby Danial :"(?

My hanphone has be taken from mr evil . My life has been destroyed by it to . My tears had been down with the raindrops for days . I'm writing this blog in sad and crying mode .

Sayonara :'( Take care and fullfil your dreams for me .