Can you hear me crying for help ?

It's 9.30 pm , Malaysia time. And the most part i hate about high school is my year book photo. It's either too chubby  or too horrible. Yesterday night , me and Najib we had an actual fight ! And yes , it was horrible. It was a misunderstanding which was till the morning. Then today morning and i received a cute text message from him - " Good Morning  , my baby love :-) ". So yes , we are ok ;) Yesterday night , was damn rough. I ain't going there again.

I love this Sunday like i heart my boyfriend

It's 6.58 pm , Malaysia time and i like the part where people wish for better place.  Mommy got me a Polaroid camera. The FujiFilm instax7mini is officially mine. Mommy got the pink one which is extremely cute. HEE. And i think i need to buy films more soon.

My baby is all i need and more

No, I don't need no fancy cars
And I don't need no diamond rings
My baby is all I need and more
'Cause I don't need those extra things

 

It's 10.46 pm ,Malaysia time. And yes I love you , Najib. There I admit it ! :3 Hihi. And i feel sorry for my friend , cause of a stupid guy she had to go through this mess. I'm sorry :(

Ever wondered if you had the same feeling

" no wonder ajib's stuck with you! he's hooked to your voice! " - Taqiuddin Yazid , Facebook Friend

It's 9.55 pm , Malaysia time and i wish that my dad would have gave me a green light in music as my career. HEE. I've just made a cover from Bruno Mars - Count on Me , which was dedicated especially for my friends in Shah Alam and Ipoh. I got good comments from them , Thanks a trillion love ones. And i just got to know , one of my friends requested another song for me to sing. I'll try my best aite , love ? Me and Najib , the boyfriend. Are making good progress , i MEAN WE ARE IN A GOOD RELATIONSHIP. And i now can see things more clearly , by the way he treats me and tries to make me happy when i act like a baby.

Fly super high

" Even i have my friends right on my side , my cats are still the best to comfort me when i'm sad and lost in thoughts. "

It's 9.24 pm , Malaysia time and i can't forget the past. I don't know whether i should write it here or not.  My mind and thoughts are not in a place anymore. It's everywhere. I don't know why. I couldn't sleep last night . I don't know it's the cause of watching a horror movie in the afternoon with my friends or my mind is not in place. I keep having these bad dreams , of  Najib running away from me. And yes yesterday i couldn't put a smile on my face -

Getting the versatile job

" To be a good architect is to think about consumers. The people who might use your design building for the living. Think to arrange stuff to have ease and not burden them. And that what keeps you to be a good architect. " - Uncle Johan.

It's 10.39 pm , Malaysia time. And i'm so exhausted. I just got back from Kuala Lumpur a site visit on KLIUC campus in Kajang. So yes , i've already made up my mind - i'm taking Diploma in Architecture after taking my SPM result this March. If i get a place in UiTM or UTM or Politeknik - i might go there. But if not , it's confirm - i'm going to KLIUC to further my studies in architecture. It was good to hear that , architecture is based on Arts and not science , so yes i can be a little relax , spread my ideas and yet stress about assignments and other rest in colleges stuff. The lecturers in KLIUC - they are so friendly and nice and i think i'll might cope with the environment there much easier - i think. But i don't know, my mind is all over the place. I can't think which place to go yet to do my Diploma. This is so hard. WHY DO STUDIES HAVE TO BE HARD ? WHY CAN'T I MAKE A CHOICE BETWEEN IPTA OR IPTS ?  

The right pathway

It's 9.47 pm , Malaysia time. And yes i think SUBWAY is the place to get your lunch. Anyways , dad and me have made a plan on my further studies. Yesterday, i went to the Education Fair that was held in Kuala Lupur Convention Centre. And i got all the info's on the colleges that i might enter , if i don't get a place in an IPTA. So my dad gave me choice yesterday - it was either i KLMU or Limkowing to further my studies in Architecture. And yes , dad did give me another option and i decide my 2nd option is Mass Communication and the 3rd option is Music. And this is Diploma.  So yes , me and dad did all the work out even results is like 2 months away , but it's better to do it now , before it's too late and  waste another year thinking.

Let me tell you something and keep it a secret aite ?

It's 4.31 pm , Malaysia time and my dad headphone's - OMG ! The bass is SO TERRIFIC ! :D :D I love this headphone ! Anyways , you wanna know something ? Yesterday was MY BAD DAY ! OMG , I had a bad day. First , i waited for the person to pick me and my friend , Wilson for say 35 minutes. Second , i did my computer test for the car thingy - and i FAILED ! Third , my mum could not pick me up after the exam and i had to walk home until Tunku Abdul Rahman school. Fourth , when i was walking it started to rain ! OH GOSH ! Fifth , my mum's oven burst into shattered glasses ! And oh - Sixth , i had a fight with Najib. HOW INTERESTING.  I think this all the fault because of the number 7 !  And you guys must be wondering why does the number 7 got to do with this - well , i got the number 7 for waiting to take turn. And it all happen after that.


And OH YEAH  !As i remembered ,  mum laughed at me when i failed the computer test and  dad gave me a smirk when he knew the news and laughed - THANKS ALOT GUYS ;') WTH. Thank God ! Today i passed the computer test but not with flying colors. But hey ! I passed alright ;) And my dad said - CONGRATULATIONS . haha , FUH-UH-NAYH ! 

And yesterday , the number six conflict - i had a fight with Najib , thingggyy. Well yes we did , we had a fight. A bad one tho - i think. And we nearly broke up. OH GOSH! . 

P.s // i think my fingers are long -.-" When did this happen lah ? And yes i am Malaysian. HEH ?!

Numbers to name you

It's 9.12 pm , and my ex boyfriend is on the battle on his life - he's in a coma. I'll pray for you. Down here are the opinions on what my friends thinks about me ;)

#1214 : she's a really good friend and i love her so much ! mak bapakk dia is so NICE . duuh ! tengok la anak dia sape . keep it touch eh ♥ - Atiq Afsar

1009 - i still remember how we met,at school masa form 1 time assembly. u tegur i dulu,then we have a little chat. x ingat pasal apa. and then dpt kelas lain soo dah x tegur each other. masa form 3 sama kelas! :D not long after that u pindah soo x dapat nak rapat. haha. i like ur photography though. and ur hair! :D keep in touch~ - Shahafiqa

1093-omg.ilovethisgirl.die lah my gossip partner,wlpn org mcm i xgossip sgt.first i know her,sorry to say but i dont really like you.haha.sombong kott.nta mcm mne,ttbe ktorg in 1 grp plak.ceh,then almost every night you call i.takut jgk bazir kredit u.ktorg suka gosip smpaikn we crush the same guy.oppsie!hihi.btw,she's... a nice,creative,and suke gile gelak. now dah 2 years dh tak jumpe.imysm :') take care hunny - Hadhinah Helmi

 #14123.LALING..i meet her on FB.she speaks Eng awesomelyyy.her life is almost like me.she love cats like me.i give her opinions and the secret of a happy relationship..'i think i do'.and we talk interesting stuff together..
a little awkward talking guys stuff with a girl.but it is so awesome to get a buddy like her.hahaha..anyway#14123.....i ♥ u as a long distance buddy!!! - Zane Barker

Welcome home , hommie

It's 9.21 pm , Malaysia time. And guess what ? This is my first post in the year of 2011. Today dad took us on a road trip to Penang and yes we did some shopping. It's been awhile , i did not shop 'cause i've been busy with my life and dad was busy with his. I got myself new sneakers from Everlast , a cute shirt that has a face of a cartoon mexico-an and a grey pants.