So long farwell i guess ?

It's 11.41 pm , Malaysia time. And i'm feeling SEXAYHh' as 2010 is about to come an end in about 15 mintues . 
Just got back from Kuala Lumpur. Hanged out with Sara , Eliyya and Alia. It's fun to have the good old times back :D !

My resolution for 2011 is NOT EVEN EVER TO SWEAR IN ANY TYPE OF SITUATION !

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HOPE THE BEST IN YOUR LIFE FOR 2011.
AND MAKE IT YOUR YEAR BABYEH ! :D jYEAAHHHHHHH ..

Building dreams

It's 10.42 pm , Malaysia time and I'm so happy today. Malayia won the AFF Suzuki Cup yesterday night. 4-2 , Malaysia against Indonesia.

Today is 30th December , and i think it's about time i make my wishlist for 2011 . The hopes and dreams of mine in 2011.

1. Receiving good grades in SPM in March.
2. Hope to get a place in IPTA and get to do Diploma in Architecture.
3. Taking good care of my boyfriend , Najib.
4. Find a new hobby in my life.
5. Pray for the best for others.
6. Do better in my studies in college.
7. Drive the car like you own the streets but with manner .
8. Have more friends and make more friends.
9. WILL NOT SWEAR ! 
10.  I WILL NEVER EVER SWEAR .


And i think that is about enough - for my change in 2011.

The Last Note For You

It's 10.17 pm , Malaysia time. And i'm heart broken. It's crushed into pieces and i think that this is THE ultimate END. 

Receiving a text message around 12 in the morning , just to say whats in your heart and brain - doesn't think at all on how i will feel about it. Yes , i'll take whatever you said to me - tied with a big thank you. Thanks for everything especially the part - You regretted the most for loving me. Thanks :') I owe you big time. I might be childish , posting so that the whole wide world knows how bad it is. But HEY ! it's my place. It's my blog. And it's my thoughts. It's my feelings. Seriously , thank you . My heart is shattered on what you did. And i think it doesn't work even at once i cry with blood in my tears - cause everything you said will be  kept in me. You see - how bitter on what you did to me? You see my part in the relationship - and everything is my fault. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. 24/7 MY FAULT. MINE. MINE.MINE.MINE. *Thanks

You know who you are.