My life and Times ,

so let's start :)

i'm fifteen :) hm . Life nowadays are not the same as we see . Global warming a such bad bad things -.- so do making mistakes . I wish so much that i could turn back my time as a 3 year old , and eating lollipops all the time until i only have 3 tooth left . That must be fun and hurting -.- Too many chocolates can hurt yourself , thats what my mum and dad use to say if i had toooooo many chocolates on that day .

Now , my mum and dad , will support from behind . That the best part of it . I mean the chocolates too many , will be a nonono for them , because i now im a big girl , and i know what's the right thing to do . I can make a own decision , and my dad will think about the decision , if he thinks its the best he will say a yesyes , if not a nono .

15 , is just a number . But 15 is a meaning of life , including the age of 18 , 25 , 35 , 49 , 65 . That's life . The bigger the number , the older we get . And the next thing we know , our close family members will be attending our funeral . So i guess we must cherish our life , so much as we cherish our sweet memories .

Everything has change me a lot nowadays . I have my parents to support in every kind of way . I have a incredible boyfriend and know how to treat me well and make me feel special every day. That's why he is special to me . I have my friends are so called best friends . They stick with me and help me in every kind of way that they can . When they have problems , i try to help them , same goes by me . They're supportive :)

Life can be hard sometimes , but we must carry on what we have infront. Take it and grab the chance . I mean not everything must be hard in life , its easy sometimes . It does goes always so bad , sometimes its good and the best :) Don't give up to easily , because people may think we are on the chickens .

So yes , have fun in life :) as you trying to grow up .

Hugs and Kisses ,

Middle School ,

ohhh ,
I use to be the girl who is a tomboyish . But eventually i changed when i went into middle school :)
This is where the part , I learned how to loved , how to treat right , how to make yourself feel wonderful every single time . It's so incredible . The first thing that comes on your mind was , " How can i end up here ? " .

My love life , is so dramatic , saids nick :P Well , i guess so yes , i mean i am a little drama queen , SO YES :D by having my boyfriend right by my side , IM SUCH A DRAMA QUEEN :s hehe ,

This time in life , everything has change :) I mean , look at ourself were growing and in the end will be finishing school and doing diploma in University . I mean time changes sooooo fast , until we don't know the last time we brush our teeth . So i think , time must be not wasted easily , a quote from dad :} ngee .

So yes , appreciate our young lives :D ngee

Hugs and Kisses ,

Handsome and Pretty Friends ,

There you have , my introduction in this new thing call blog spot ( to me tho )
So i'm here again , to talk about my pretty , gorgeous , handsome yet okaylaa :P these types of people are my best friends . So yea ! what the hell , i would love to talk about them here . These people to me are so incredibly sensation , they help me when i'm lost and ask for direction in life .

They stick with me in what matter situation. As a 15 year old , i can see in life that many people change for some reason . They change for their sake , so i'm the one should not be blamed because it's their own problems and life. I'm only here for being right beside them , and support them behind and give them advice if they need one.
I have a childhood friend , his name was Haris . He was my mum friend son . Also , my neighbour. He was friendly , he use to be my buddy . Cool ! But one thing i knew was that , he had crushed me ! OMG , a childhood crush . But now , this childhood friend of mine is in somewhere around the globe ( i can't remember the place ) . So now , the childhood friend of mine , is kept in my mind at the back , waaaayyyy back of my mind .
In infant school i had a friend , a best friend of mine , we were in the same infant and primary school . Her name was Laareb and Sonia . They were Pakistanis . They were so great to have , they are friendly . IMTSM ! We had many memories together . We sometimes get scolded with our favourite teacher , Miss Smith for being such the loudest among the rest . Laareb she picked me as the school member counselor . That was awesome . She was supportive . Sonia on the other hand , did not use to be the main character , but Laareb yes. They were both the best friend that i have . Now , these guys are in Birmingham , the place i used to study as a toodler and child , they are there finishing their studies as well i am here , my birth place , Malaysia finishing my studies to.
At the age of 9 years old , as my dad finished his studies in Birmingham University , i was brought back to Malaysia. The place where i called home . At first , going back to Malaysia was incredibly exhausted because of the unpacking things at home . But i had fun , because I can speak my own language with other people to . So here , I studied at SKS9 for 4 years . There i gained a lot . As a child , many new experience i learned . From tiny wisty things to little tiny winy crushes . At 9 years old , i had a best friend . She was Narmatha , she was loud :D and fun , She was an indian. At 10 years old , me and her was slightly falling apart , because of the culture i guess . But that year , i had a best friend , there were 5 of them . They were awesome . We were all in the same class , and recess together , telling all these gossips and all. At 11 years old , the ones that were close to me , at the age of 10 , grew apart . Pathetic . So at this age , i had a friend call Eliyya ( until now we are still friends ) She was supportive , and she always treats and give me call on my cell . HAha! those times , were so incredibly YEA ! We're growing up . At 12 , the senior year in primary school , those friends when i was 10 years old , were back being my best friend and helping me in my studies . At that 12 age , i had crush well everybody had a crush on this boy , so yea WTH ! freaking , but it was fun :)

The end senior year , one of my besties moved to Johor , so that was shocking and incredibly sad enough . So secondary school was about to come. WOW ! The first of day secondary school , was totally lost ! -.- I was still a kid , and did not use to get in these things . Because that time , everybody was growing up and wanted to be famous . So i was there standing in the hall way , watching these people move with their own mind being beautiful and gorgeous. But as days fade away and years became quick , i notice a lot in me . My personality , my friends . Now in secondary school are best friends are these who stick with me , help me , cope with me , and love as what i am . They are what u call best friendsssssssss . People in the whole wide world , can see these people picking you up , and going down to the subway together , and yelling you that life is ain't difficult has it seem to be . So TADA ! i wrote the wholeeee story of these amazing people in my life .