It's technically 10.14 pm , Malaysia time. And i'm a geek tonight. I have my specs on tonight as my eye sight is getting a bit sore. Going to get contact right after my papers. And gonna color my hair brunette. It's these goals i need to get right after the papers of SPM. The paper - A PAPER - that would cost a lot later. I had chemistry paper today. Has yesterday post wanted you guys to wish me luck in it. OMG! . My chemistry paper 3 , is so freaking hard. I nearly cried and i think i get only a passing grade for my chemistry. But please please , let the passing mark be credit or super credit. I need to at least get credit on my chemistry and physics in order to be qualified in a course that i wish to pursue after March 2011.
One thing i learned today is that read all chapters ! Never ever ever ever , leave a single topic or sub-topic. 'Cause it's incredibly precious (!). I hate HEAT OF COMBUSTION , heh.
*right this is so F'ed up . I can't even put a photo in this post. This is sick - Whatever.*
It's like 8.14 pm , Malaysia time. I have like another 17 minutes to go before i offline and continue studying chemistry 'cause tomorrow i have chemistry paper going on -.-" I'm half freaking and half acting dead. I'm so f scared to take the paper tomorrow. My heart is beating so fast , and this does not look good.
Saturday Started my day of being so lazy , wanted to go the library , but nobody had company me. So i had to scribble my thought of going to the library that morning. But yesterday i mean Saturday was so freaking fun ! I persuade my mother to teach how to drive my car i mean the car right after we were on the way back buying the cat food at a nearby shop. So when we arrived at the house compound , my mother got out of the car and we exchanged seats. I was behind the wheels :) ! Then my mother tried to give me direction. Then out of nowhere , she started to freak out and told me " hit the break ! hit the break ! " . And i was like " whyyy ? chill . " She freaked out then she laughed. Then i laughed and in the end she got behind the wheels and i was sitting back at the passenger seat.
But something for sure about driving cars , cars are tremendously heavy ! -.-" Getting behind the wheels of a car is actually hard and you have to pay attention when you a drive car. My lesson is learnt here before actually getting behind the wheels ! Can't for like one more week , this week is end of my SPM papers :D Then the week later I might learn to drive a car with a proper instructor who doesn't go and urge you by saying " hit the break ! hit the break ! " then laugh (?) .
till now and then. Wish me luck. *And oh yeah , on Saturday i got to know that after all this time my mother wanted to be a police inspector but she wasn't qualified :( awwhh , too bad mummy ! But want to know something ? Even though my mother did not become a police inspector , she is the greatest mum in the whole wide world :) XoXo.
Hi. I still have 3 more papers waiting for me. Chemistry , Biology and Literature in English. Then right after that - i can smell freedom :) Freedom i tell you ;) hee. If your wondering how was my papers for this week : my answer to you is my papers were not nice at all . They were mean i tell you and i nearly to cried ! * drama queen *
Today i went to the library , and as far as you guys know : for the form 5 student the library is the new hang out place ;) I studied Chemistry the whole time i was at the library -.-" I covered 3 chapters today ;) YEAY ! Tonight i'm gonna revise the others chapters which is like lot of chapter to go. Whatever.
You want to know something interesting ? My girlfriend told me that i am " a person that who has originality and doesn't follow people " . Getting to know about myself from her is quite interesting. I mean i never thought i could bring a big influence to them. As i see myself a girl who just like playing mean and thinks that this world belongs to her. I just knew myself like one year time which i mean - this year. I knew myself. I know what i like. And yesterday i just got a wake up call that " Hey ! i'm a little brat after all ".
And from my point of view. We live in a world of people. Were you wake up not everything seems bright. When you wake up every morning , not every person can get the chance to feel what i feel. Which went i go the kitchen - breakfast is waiting. Not for some people tho, every morning they wake up and feel that this world is not fair. You see ? Humans. Every person of mankind is different. We have ways we think , different in skin colour , different perspective on life , thoughts. And not everyone is the same.
And for me - my perspective is way different from my dad. I think a lot. Just like my dad. As people say " like son like father" . But in my way i say " like daughter like father". And my saying is : everyone gets a chance to feel life. It's either you have the sweet life or the bitter life. Your choice. And to see ways there's always two roads in life. One road will bring you to happiness and the other road my lead to bittersweet. Were bittersweet is the ups and downs in life. And chances were some people take it for granted.
