I think i don't like the part that i lived here

It's been like 8 days , me without my friends hanging out and buzzing around the mall catching a movie. Right ? 

You see , there's somethings in my life right now , is changing. THE ATMOSPHERE> I think i hate here. I don't know why. It seems that i can't find the perfect friend here - i MISS my friends back in Shah Alam deadly , i MISS the life in Shah Alam and yes i know that by this school holidays i'll be chilling out with my friends and with my boyfie. 

It looks like i'm only here for 2 years just to finish my high school years in an all girls school. Can't be communicating with any boys because that it is the rule of an all girls school - like that they don't do outside of school . They even make out with a boy ! Gawd.  Sorry for being a little bitchy here , but it's true. You can't blame the changing of Era's and changing of people.

Even this school holidays , a 2 weeks holiday i can't even go to Shah Alam and hang out with my boyfriend and friends. You see how much i miss them ? It's been a year now , and yes i can't get rid of the memories i have in Shah Alam . I've been there for 15 years  - it's like half of my half. And dad just got to move here. It this life what you call ? 

I could cry of boredom , nag like a mother , scream like a baby ,  shout like a crazy person   - yet things won't change for me. You see how bored my life is here ? :|

He's singing on top of his lungs ♥

 Yesterday afternoon we had a fight. He acted all so weird , and when he acts like that - i blurted out " Do you have someone else ? ".  Then all of a sudden he said " You know what ? I hate it when you say that . Bye ! ". He put down the phone. For 15 minutes , i cried.  For that 15 minutes and myself and i and  only me it made my world stopped. Because he was pissed and i was being so dramatic all of a sudden. Then later i call him back , and i told him " You shouldn't have raise your voice at me . I was only asking" - with  my tearful cries while saying this. And he said " sorry. " And i was sorry too , for being so dramatic on something that i wasn't supposed too. He tried to persuade me that i shouldn't cry because he wasn't supposed to do that - technically he is sorry. So am I. 


Then i asked him " sing to me the song that i wish  you had sang to me ? " . Then he said " Ok". He sang - " selamat malam sayang" by Faizal Tahir. After he sang , i made a condition. The condition was - he is supposed to sing to me every night before going to sleep. And it was a deal ! :D ngee ♥ 

Later that night , i called him around 10 pm , and asked him where he was. He was hanging with his friends - as normal. Then ... around 10.30 pm called him back asked him whether he remembered tonight ( 9.06.2010 ) at 12 am - what's the event. And he was like " mhm , yeah i remember. What is it ? ". He was asking me back what was it. I asked him to guess - and he was "  yeah , i remember. Sing to you tonight before going to bed. oh wait ! calling tonight - yeah i remember". I was like " noooo , not that. other than that". And he , " yes of course i remember our anniversary" .  I giggled on the line , as i said i love you i put down the phone.

Around 11.00 pm , i called him and told him that i'm going to bed and he should call me later at 12 am.

Around 12.27 am , he called me. " Happy anniversary sayang / baby.♥
It's our 2 years 7 months anniversary. That's been long sayang. I love you with all my heart and thank you for everything. "  Then we talked and talked for one hour 30 minutes. And sang to me again ! :D hihihi .  And this time was special , he asked me to close my eyes while he's singing. Much more better baby. Then later .. as the night were pretty much sweet with sugars and love hearts all around me and him - we ended the night by saying our goodnight love you and kisses and my warning to him " don't you call someone else " . He laughed - we ended the phone call. Last night was the sweetest night ever. i love you baby and always do.


 happy anniversary baby - from us being normal friends to being a scandal and later on being a couple. I love you and hope to be forever yours :)  2 years 7 months , still standing strong .    ♥

" Kan ku menjadi arjuna dalam mimpi-mimpimu
Kan ku panah tepat ke jiwamu atas nama cintaku
Pari-pari ku utus bawa kau ke sini lagi
Terhapus semua air mata dengan senyuman

Selamat malam sayang , selamat malam kasih. " ♥        

 

25 things suprisingly about me

1. Sometimes i think that boys are a jerk - sorry.

2.  I have six-sense you know why ? because i can feel when something's not right. 

3. I kiss my cat every morning before going to school , and Robin like it the most .

4. I shop for handbags , clothes that are not showing off my skin and shoes either heels which are not to tall nor to short. Hey ! I'm tall enough to wear high heels plus i'm not going to make my knee ache.

5. I like to call my boyfriend . Ask him how many times a day i call him . I call him in the morning , afternoon , evening and night.

6. I reply text message in 7 seconds. Mum is shock when - first she ask me to send a text to dad and the next thing she know i'll be watching the TV.

7. I still watch cartoon and eat gummy bears if i have chance to buy it. 

8. Dad treats me as if i'm little 5 year old. I still remember he said that i was in standard 5 ! Oh My . 

9. I like to read books especially love story that makes me cry when i'm all alone. Even the boyfriend sees me in weird way and says " It's only a book " . A girl-heart what can you predict ?

10. Some of my mum's friend calls me baby . 

11. I'm in love with the Nicholas Sparks because of his book - he's a writer. And this writer of BM novel - HLovate.

12. Yes , i read Bahasa novels. I'm trying my best to upgrade my bahasa melayu. 

13. I can't guess what will happen to me if my parents were not with me right now.

14. My boyfriend and I are like a 3 year old kid , which likes to fight and have this sweet conversation after a mushy-fight.

15. I miss my boyfriend , getting a hug and a kiss from him. 

16. I miss my friends back in Shah Alam especially Sara , Ayu , Mira , Najlaa , Atiq , Anis , Nick , Deena and Qris ♥

17. I hate girls who goes after my boyfriend even they know that he is taken by me ! 

18.  I call myself a dork sometimes because i sit at home and read books.

19. I can online my Facebook for hours and hours and hours non-stop. Call me " i'm-addictive-to-facebook " .

20. I think that Chemistry and English in Literature is toughest subject of the most !!! 

21. I like to watch MTV and sometimes it's hard of mum getting over the remote control.

22.  I'm not that pretty - and i know that.

23. I hate people talking behind my back just because ____________________ .

24. I love fashion - but dad like to go on budget when it comes to shopping which is frustating.

25. I'm think of getting a new digital camera. Dad is going to kill me -.-"