IT'S OUR ANNIVERSARY SOON

IT WAS SUNDAY MORNING , and my reload in my phone was finished . I call him up using the home phone just to make sure that he's ok and everything . Call him up , but he didn't picked it up , so i thought of he might be sleeping . Later after shower , i had a text . He text me up , then i was straight to call him up . His voice was " melodic - cute - i - so - need - you , Garrr " :) hehe , *kinda of naughty i'm . Sunday just went by like that , had lunch outside with mama at Kelab Golf Diraja Perak . Papa is not around , he's in Cairo , Eygpt . He'll be back on Monday morning , OH i miss papa so much , can't wait to see him this Tuesday morning ;;)


OH , before i forgot . Baby happy anniversary , i love you like loads :) Our one year nine months together :) 10112007 till now ; 10082009 and still counting :) Having you in my life just a lot more of crazyness and a load more of laugther :) Thanks for being there for me , sad and happy . Always cheer me up after a long while sulking with you ;;) hee :D I lovalovelove you :) ! xoxo ,

I'LL NEVER SAY YOU GO AWAY

" WHY DO PEOPLE LIE IN LIFE ? IS IT A MUST THING TO DO ? LIE . MAKE UP THINGS AND JUST SEE PEOPLE FALL FOR IT . WELL IT DOESN'T GO THAT WAY - IF PEOPLE HAD A BRAIN AND MAKE THINGS CLEARER AND SAY THINGS TRULY . MAKE ME FALL FOR YOUR LIES AND UPSET MYSELF - WHICH IS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN . I HAVE BRAIN THAT CAN THINK AND DON'T BELIEVE IN PEOPLE THAT MUCH . THE PEOPLE I LOVE THE MUST IS THE WHO THAT I TRUST IN LIFE , IF THEY DO LIE TO ME - WELL THINGS WOULDN'T BE GREAT FOR THEM . IF THEY LOVE'D ME THEY WOULDN'T LIE , RIGHT ? EVEN A SINGLE MOMENT THEY WOULDN'T LIE BECAUSE LYING IS LIKE AN ACID THAT YOU JUST THROW ON AN APPLE AND IT GOT RIPPED . "

I'LL BE CRYING AGAIN

hijaokplenjnjnaewn isuujenjeiejw ndjnajndnud dnaxcmwko oipeorh nahwiqjxal .

exactly i really really i can't think . he is suffocating on his breathing and it brings me the worry . i can't think clearly , the only thing i can do is cry - " Hubby , i hope your fine . I really need you to be ok , iloveyou , xoxo :( "

' I don't want the person i love the most go far , far away . I still need the person i love , only HIM can hear me - make my wish be granted "